She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is YanYing. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.
She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.
She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.
She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.
Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.
Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.
“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.
The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.
She is always torn between two.
But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes I don't wanna say goodbye to you Love is one big illusion I should try to forget But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up Now you're the one to make it stop I'm the one who's feeling lost right now Now you want me to forget every little thing you said But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing The feelings so strong were lasting for so long But I'm not the man your heart is missing That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried Now you wanna say goodbye to me Love is one big illusion I should try to forget But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing The feelings so strong were lasting for so long But I'm not the man your heart is missing That's why you go away I know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere Don't know which way to go There is so much to say now between us There ain't so much for you There ain't so much for me anymore
I won't forget the way you're kissing The feelings so strong were lasting for so long But I'm not the man your heart is missing That's why you go away I know That's why you go away I know
I know Eternity is their latest album and I love the songs in there. But nothing can beat their older songs; they're perfect and they mean the world to me. Yes, I can't wait to hear how they deliver songs from Eternity tomorrow, but I'm looking forward to their old classics most.
I don't know how to sleep tonight.
Today was undescribable, like being on a roller coaster ride of emotions. Horrible from the start, no idea why I did that. And it's not as if my intuition sucks, that and because it was all too obvious. Practically enough to ruin my day, well yes, people always say I'm courting death.
Hyperventilating during Math lesson. You don't have alot of patience with less than four hours of sleep. I had coffee that morning, which made it impossible for me to sleep during White Space. Of course I was extremely tired, my eyelids were drooping and my mind was totally shut off, but I just couldn't fall asleep. Weird enough?
At home I took an afternoon nap but could barely even sleep well, that horrible half-conscious state. Woke up late because my alarm failed, cursed and swore, went to bathe, and rushed out. Was extremely late, by about half an hour perhaps, thank god I have girlfriends who don't get super pissed off with me even though I'm late practically every outing. And because I will not take them for granted, I promise to be early next outing, and this time I'm not just saying it. I love you guys, the most awesome people ever.
"Zero similarity to me", so who are you to judge? You know what, I'm just gonna dismiss you as talking crap, because you always do.
The SMS I received on the way home topped it all off. No need for apologies, I hadn't even expected much anyway, didn't even bother to ask why. "Okay. Thanks." Should stop living my life on such once in a blue moon surrealities, no? It's pathetic, does nothing but get me nowhere.
It wasn't all terrible though. When I got home I received a call which made me the best hyperventilator in the world. Alot of jumping around, screaming, tearing my hair out, "oh my god-ing" repeatedly, barely bothering to take any breaths, coughing so bad because I choked on my own spit, speaking so fast the person on the other line couldn't catch anything at all. Momentarily forgot everything else because I got this.
Awesome or what? I have to thank EK loads for this since I couldn't make it today, and for helping me get the limited edition watch first as well. You deserve the photo with MLTR! Luckiest fan in Singapore, since only two fans got to take a photo with the band. I'm totally green with envy, but I'm more than thankful for the autograph.
It's rather different from obsessive fangirling. For one it's not their looks that I'm going for, not at all they're not even like nineteen or something, and secondly loving their songs since the age you learnt your ABCs till now is enough reason for this.. wow-ness.
How can I forget the EDC production. I've said my piece to SC, it's a balance of positive and negative comments. Though let's not be complacent ourselves, we're not that good already.
One thing to look forward to tomorrow is getting my phone back. Yes it is repaired, very luckily for me because the return date is supposed to be Monday. But there's something else I'm looking forward most to, you know what that is, and the thought of it is already making me have a headache (?). I am very, very excited.
Maybe I should just call in sick tomorrow.
Tonight I'm going to sleep with my first soft toy in years. He is wearing a shirt that says "MLTR" on it. Thank you.