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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol. She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for. She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism. She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship. Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours. Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all. “Forevers” are bullshit as of now. The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too. She is always torn between two. But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.Tag
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009, 5:06 PM
the past comes back to haunt.
Momentarily stunned when I logged on to Facebook on Monday.Stuffing myself with biscuits when I got home on Tuesday. Oreo biscuits, lemon biscuits, chocolate biscuits, coffee flavoured biscuits, cream biscuits, you get the idea. Height and weight, huh, doesn't stop temptation.
I just realised that people are still scared of me. Nah actually I realised that a long time ago. It's either because of over-sensitivity or extreme sarcasm. Yesterday I wanted to laugh cause she was like, "whoops."
Suddenly I'm afraid that it's all talk and false hopes. Not because we turn back on our words, but rather it's the fact that we don't know how hard it is yet. Faith that went so high and so low. Might never go back to how it used to be but we'll do our best, "else I'd regret". Remind me again why I'm still holding on to whatever that's left. '11. Feel the pressure?
I love the classical dance. It's horrible when you're just getting so into it and don't want to stop, then bam, hour's over dancing stops. There was a period early this year, I think, when every Monday I had to contemplate over whether to go for ballet or not. Why don't we take the hours from there and add them to the Mondays now?
Then there's the guilt. Everyone's being so conscious and doing it all of a sudden but I'm still putting it off, later, later, later. It's like I'm taking things for granted. I shudder when I think of how it used to be, but I'm not doing anything. I think I need my determination back.
George Carlin never fails to crack me up. Some aren't that good but those that are are super hilarious and funny. His facial expressions and sound effects are so animated and his show from 1992 still seems relevant today. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. Yeah, why else would he be?
I can't believe I'm watching the Haunting of Connecticut on Friday. Apparently I haven't learnt my lesson after DMTH, or worse, Esther. And oh it's going to be the seventh month soon, ahh my sister. Did she have a name? How old is she now?
People should start accepting themselves for who they are. Just because this person seems super rad doesn't mean that you have to try all ways to be like him or her, right? There's a character in you that you can't change. There's something that you like or hate that can't be explained. Sometimes that's just the way you are, so love yourself for that. There's no point in trying to model after someone else for your entire life, right?
We did the epic version of R&J yesterday for LA lesson, if only the block test could be based on this. You can find it here.
Ever tried putting in effort in stuff that you know won't work out anyway? Well it's not easy to turn back once you've started on on the wrong track. It's just that you want to do your best in whatever you're doing, so that when it's done there's no regrets at all.
Sorry for the really incoherent post, just random thoughts on a Wednesday afternoon. I'm lazy to do a proper one. (:
DANCE LATER!