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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Saturday, June 20, 2009, 11:59 PM
when we sway and turn round and round and round.

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I'm not sorry for the Ganush picture but to be nice I'll post a Cartman this time.

There's a fine line between sadistic gore and paranormal stuff. For instance I love Chucky (except for all the "pop outs") but I hate hate hate HATE stuff to do with "the other world" or the "fourth dimension" or very simply, ghosts. Sadistic and gory images are generally realistic such that it gets funny sometimes, but paranormal seems so distant. Please don't say something like, "They are nearer than you think."

So now I'll be extremely straightforward with paranoid I am with these. From since I was seven - when I had a toilet in my room, I have been flushing toilet bowls and then covering my ears right after. Except in public ones. I don't like the flushing sound at all, and I'm also afraid of the sound a hairdryer makes. I have to sing whenever I blow my hair cause I hate having to stand in front of the mirror with that horrible howling sound in the background.. You know mirrors are scary sometimes. When I wash my face I'll do it really quickly as well, because I'm scared that when I open my eyes there will be something standing behide me. And I'll turn around once in awhile when I'm using the computer or doing homework in the middle of the night. Kind of crazy, I know.

So anyway I shall tell you about how I couldn't sleep the night before! It was the day I watched Drag Me To Hell, yes, but the main point is that it wasn't the movie which scared me like hell. It was the freaking trailer of Orphan which did, actually it wasn't that bad but after JJ showed me the movie poster of Orphan later that night I couldn't take it anymore. It was nothing more than a girl staring with a hypnotic gaze but I just couldn't get that image out of my mind afterwards. "yy-watch-o-meter will be used as official scary guideline", let's see how many % of Orphan I'll watch. I should either find YM to hug or get someone who's more paranoid than me so that I can laugh my ass off instead.

I slept at 2am on Thursday night and had to wake up at 7 for CCA, 5 hours short enough. I wasn't even sleeping for the 5 hours, more of subconscious I think, and at 4am I woke up sweating and feeling scared to the max. Kept imagining that the little girl was standing by my bed until it felt so real, and deliberated for super long on whether I should step out of bed and turn on the lights. I did in the end and could sleep better fortunately. So in conclusion the trailer and movie poster of Orphan scared me more than the 50% of DMTH did. There's one more coming out too, Haunting of Connecticut, I should go ahead with the temptation and just watch all the horrors coming out, since I heard that the more you watch the braver you get.

Yeah but last night I had a damn good sleep after watching an episode of Southpark (it saves lives, or at least mine). Woke up at 3 in the afternoon today and slept at 3 or 4am yesterday, so it was about 12 hours worth of sleep. If my maid hadn't woke me up I would have slept an hour or two more and screw up my body clock entirely. Went to Popular to restock up on stationeries and buy a roll of gaffatape for TLP since there's not enough already, but it costs like $4.30. Freaking horrible, from the hardware store I've always been getting it from it only costs $1.50. That's near $3 difference, if I got it NN will kill me like shit.

Okay what else. No I will not go for freaking Yoga lessons and yes I'll remove all the f-words (as in that one) in this paragraph for the sake of Wee Lin who's reading this HAHA. No, no, no, no, no. For some reasons I seriously hate it and it does not make me relax or whatever even if it's supposed to, actually it does the exact opposite. You can force me, make me go, but I'll do what I'm best at and that is to guailan. I'll intentionally hog the computer when it's time to go and show absolutely no sign of hurry, I'll roll my eyes to the teacher when I get there, I'll sit on the freaking yoga mat pointing both my middle fingers and sneering at the teacher (my brother was completely horrified when he heard this and said that he has never seen a girl like that in his life), and I'll say "I hate Yoga" if she asks me how I find the session.

Cause I am damn bloody sure Yoga will not decide whether I'll need surgery for spine. Even if I do need it it's cool cause I can be bionic woman and have a super straight back straighter than all of you losers out there HAHA. And then I'll grow 5cm taller or something. It's my time, but it's your money that you're wasting. Your choice. And if I can't finish my weekend homework my reason will be something like "I had Yoga on Sunday afternoon and that's the only time I can concentrate well. ):" even though the last part isn't true.

This is shit. Happier news is that hooray June holidays might be extended who cares if the teachers can't finish their syllabus we're all screwed people anyway. Ok fine /end rebellious. 124th case in Singapore as of 20 June. But I'm serious about how I think H1N1 isn't as horrible as SARS cause spreading faster and being more life-threatening are entirely different things, moreover we are further prepared now aren't we? It's about as severe as seasonal flu so at most we'll really end up a bunch of screwed people if this isn't taken care of, like wherever you go people will be coughing and sneezing, or everyone's getting quarantined, or we'll have overcrowded clinics and hospitals.

Then again we have to think of people with low immune systems like babies or something, or people who can't afford medical care etc etc. No this leads to something more serious, people can't function and work properly and the whole world will be screwed. And Lady Gaga's concert will be cancelled and everyone will die. Oh god we have to extend the June holidays, I understand the severity of the situation now. I'm probably being complacent like what Cher said she was, but I don't think that it will be like the Spanish Flu in 1918. It's not going to kill 600,000 people in the United States alone, but perhaps quite alot in countries with poor health care.

Of course "health officials have warned that the virus could mutate into a more virulent form, putting greater numbers of people at risk", nobody wants to lose their jobs. Fine anything main point is that I'll be one of the shallow "YAY June holidays might be extended I don't give a f*ck about anything else!!! :D" and heck care if the teacher can't finish the syllabus. No I'll go a step further and pray for the LMS to crash. It's a joke, how many students actually rank the reduction of H1N1 as their first priority if June holidays get extended and not the fact that they get to play and sleep more. Heck if I'm immature but I'll seriously put the latter first. -_- And if school starts again I'll be most pissed off with the fact that they'll station ahem at the school gate again to kp about everyone's attire, WELL-BEING CHECK YAH RIGHT.

By the way that Facebook group sucks. It's called "A Petition to MOE to Extend the June Vacation due to the H1N1 Pandemic" and it is dumb. I'm sure the creator isn't even serious about this petition and if she/he really is then I am speechless. This is the first paragraph of the description:

"Let's get MOE to declare an extra week of sch hol bcuz of the H1N1 flu pandemic. As we all know, schools are the PERFECT breeding ground for the H1NI virus to circulate. It has been shown by the high transmission rates around the world in schools. Also,as everyone can see, the infections of the H1N1 virus is FATAL, thought the infection to death ratio is very low." I don't have to list out every single reason why the petition won't work but just freaking spiaoll properly won't you. And end the smiley faces and CAPITALISED WORDS you sound extremely unprofessional and any adult who chances upon this will just stereotype us to be the "YAY June holidays might be extended I don't give a f*ck about anything else!!! :D" childish kids who try to crap up the same typical reasons. I think it has a better use for showing how desperate and deprived Singaporean kids are of play and sleep. Petitions like this will not work cause it's clearly propaganda. So I have left the group (wtf I even joined it in the first place) cause I only join imba groups. Like "Don't F*ck with Yoda". Kthxbai.

I just had an imba thought that within a month or two this group will probably start a topic on the discussion board called "I'm 16, hot and sexy", okay not that bad but maybe a place for school kids to despo each other and the boys will start rating the girls' chioness. Since all the school kids in Singapore are there aren't they?

"Ive also realized that the petition as of 1957 hrs 18 June 2009 only 65 of you have signed it. THAT is a miserable number compared to the big numbers of our group. So everyone of you, SIGN the petition. Call yourselves anonymous whatever. Just SIGN IT." Yeah it's a miserable number alright, so we'll get the whole community of liansxz and bengs to sign it. "KNNBCCB luhhxz ! thiishxz iis sh0 h0riblexz euu kn0wxz ! th wh0le shiingAp00re kEnA iinfectxz h00wxz ?! n0 g0 buugiis striieetxz lia00xz lehxz ! humjiwujiboji ! " People go Bugis for cheap clothes you go there to camp. Okay let's not digress. And you sound extremely superior and I don't like to be ordered around.

"SO EVERYBODY, HIT THE INVITE BUTTON NOW. GET EVERY SINGLE KID IN SCHOOL TO JOIN THIS GROUP AND SIGN IT! :D
THANKS EVERYONE AND CONTINUE YOUR GREAT JOB! :D"
What, totally desperate?

"lease read this blog post i did on the situation :)
http://purplecheesecake.blogspot.com/2009/06/h1n1.html
Done by Sherisa Ong
:D :D"
Yeah done by you, done by you, good job, you deserve the credit. It was an extremely good piece of argumentative essay, you'll pass your GP with flying colours.

"Anyway, WE HAVE ARGUMENTS OKAY. I KNOW THAT YOU ALL WANT AN EXTRA WEEK OF SCH HOLS BUT YOU MUST GIVE REASONS K? EVERYTHING YOU WRITE HERE MUST BE JUSTIFIED. My email is gareth3ying@hotmail.com :D :D For anybody who wants free debates etc. :p" This is epic, enough said. The last two sentences.

Wow I actually blogged the above out, I know it's entirely pointless but I just had to blog it cause I found it too freaking funny. People actually sign the petition seriously, like, "As we all know, the H1N1 virus is a serious pandemic outside of Singapore. Many countries not only have many H1N1 cases, but also deaths caused as a result of H1N1. Allowing students who have just returned from overseas to come to school is putting the lives of every single Singaporean student at risk, and hence schools should not allow students who have just returned from overseas to come back to school." and blah. And I'm actually supposed to stand on that group creator's side but it's just too dumb a group. I am awesome.

Okay yes I don't feel like blogging anymore but go watch "Ghost of Girlfriends Past". Caught it on Friday with Amanda S, YM and YJ, most worth I've watched this June for me. The ratings sucks but I like the movie. Or maybe I'm just weird.

06/09 (18 Jun 09, 01:08)
Haha yeah "mysterious" person!

xinyi (18 Jun 09, 08:46)
...And you're gonna finish it soon...

Shichun (18 Jun 09, 14:24)
Haha okay this one is funny! The title. -_-

yueling (18 Jun 09, 18:25)
Yup! Probably in December holidays or something when school starts we shall die. Of H1n1. LOL.

Guest (18 Jun 09, 19:13)
I wouldn't say dedicate, more of which song would remind me of this blog. Guess it would be "Just One Last Dance" by Sarah Connor because of the blogskin and I've been using it for pretty long already. I'll post the song!

RACH WU(: (18 Jun 09, 23:47)
I'm weird and I find it hard to do short posts. ):

shumin (19 Jun 09, 00:51)
Hi you quarantined pig.

weelin (19 Jun 09, 07:47)
Expected!!

Shichun (19 Jun 09, 08:40)
It's 4:38AM now ISN'T THIS EARLIER.

nihilanth (19 Jun 09, 10:06)
You suck at protecting people.
And no I didn't he's not my freaking Romeo then she shall be your Juliet you know who I'm referring to.
And this is to piss you off.

SIEWBOON (19 Jun 09, 11:12)
Okay see first lah haha! But you're pretty brave aren't you!

seany (19 Jun 09, 16:13)
Yup very. (:

geog test (19 Jun 09, 19:55)
LOL I thought you're very brave one?! Okay now I know. xD I shall watch Orphan with you and laugh at you!!

shumin (19 Jun 09, 21:15)
YES YOU ARE QUARANTINED so you might as well go kill yourself with that picture. STARE AT IT.
And omfg the Orphan girl is scary all right. It's not just thick eyeliner and blusher and whatever!!

shuhui (19 Jun 09, 21:53)
Yes she does need braces! Oh man I mixed up your name with shumin's LOL why do you guys always tag after each other!

OBQ (20 Jun 09, 13:40)
D: You organized lah just change your name to BBQ then they know you're despo for it LOL. Okay this is epic lame.

Jiaying. (20 Jun 09, 18:28)
Hahaha then remember Wanli didn't get the joke LOL.

Denise (20 Jun 09, 19:02)
Haha I was joking didn't blame you for anything! And did you sleep well? (:
Hmm they looked in their 20s yup, but it was just not a very nice sight. I went to ECP for the chalet and yeah it's super cool!
And this is "Just One Last Dance" by Sarah Connor in 2004, I didn't know that my blogskin had links to this song until 06/09 told me it did. I shall post it cause I was asked which song reminds me of my blog, and I guess it's this one but then again not really. I don't think of my blog when I listen to this song - that would be lame. -_- Yup and it's a very cheesy song but I can't help getting hooked on to it recently when I just heard it again. I just love the melody and lyrics combined, it's a perfect match.



"Just One Last Dance" - Sarah Connor

We meet in the night in the Spanish café
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever

How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
How I wish we make it through

Chorus:
Just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
Just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love
There's no way to come with you
it's the only thing to do

Chorus 3x (until fade)

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance.



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