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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol. She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for. She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism. She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship. Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours. Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all. “Forevers” are bullshit as of now. The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too. She is always torn between two. But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.Tag
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Saturday, June 06, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's a very mad world.
I'm not a good piano player. I know it's because of my lack of patience, more than anything else. Tried to practise for an hour yesterday afternoon, tried to get the arpeggios right, the exercises right, yet it ended up worse than I've ever played it before. I was restless, literally boiling in anger, couldn't even stand the five minutes more before the hour ended. Gave up at fifty-five. I just can't sit there. That's why I say, dragging me to yoga lessons will kill me, and I'm not kidding.Frankly, it's not as if I don't know myself or what my weaknesses are. I'm probably one of the most impatient person you'll ever meet in your life, one of the most straightforward and tactless too. And perhaps egoistic. These are really big flaws so if you're my friend, heh, cheers to you. You must be really tolerable, a quality I doubt I'll ever get to possess in this lifetime. Either way, I really have to battle the impatient thing because I've less than a week to piano exam.
Yesterday was Kranji's SYFiesta, went with Zhen Yu, Hwai Mun and Hong Kai. Met ZY at Gombak interchange and went over to Just tuition centre to visit Mdm Chua first, she was rather surprised to see me. I got a box of Deloba biscuits for her cause I remember that she has gastrics, and she was really thankful for it cause she didn't have time to get dinner that day. She remarked that she could finish the half the box cause she likes this brand alot, well she has good taste obviously. She was one of the constant drive and motivation behind me in my P6 year and I really would go back if I could, but the schedule just doesn't seem to fit. I miss her and her high expectations, the whole "nothing less than an A*".
Afterwards I made ZY look retarded holding his English worksheet all the way to Woodlands MRT because he didn't have a bag. We thought we were going to be late (all his fault everything his fault) cause we settled on meeting Hwai Mun and Hong Kai at 630, but in the end we were a train faster as they didn't manage to squeeze up on the one we were on. Apparently ZY is a very sarcastic person too so we niaoed each other like shit, eg. while waiting for the other two,
"Eh Hwai Mun chio not?"
"Chioer than you. Very sweet and innocent and cute also." Win liao lah win liao lah!
Then afterwards he pointed her out to me and she is seriously damn pretty! Like I'm totally not kidding apparently I got overexcited and kept asking her if I could be her fan cause she's so sweet and has a super cute and natural laugh and that kind of puppy eyes that can melt peoples' hearts. Actually she even offered to like help ZY keep his worksheet in her bag, and I kept shifting my glance towards her cause she is really very sweet and pretty, oh yeah and she looks alot like Ping Hui! Heh I think I sound very abnormal and freaky now but she's not just pretty, her character's very nice too. And you know I totally detest those ah lian kind which means she's obviously not one, well you'll definitely like her. (: Oh yeah HK's from YTPS too but I have absolutely no impression of him, probably cause he wasn't one of the paikias back then and was like 8cm shorter than me in P6 heh.
Yup and we took 911 the wrong way so it was like we wasted twenty minutes or something. They were asking what school I'm from so I was like, Kranji Sec 2A, cause taking the wrong bus with us were two 2A girls whom ZY knows, so I was like ahh they are my classmates. In the end I still gave myself away cause I kept saying "your" school and not "our" school, and never referring to my "classmates" by name. Either way when we got to Republic Poly it was 730 already, and due to some problem with my ticket (long story) we missed the principal's speech oh man I'm really sorry. They could have gone in first but like I said they are super nice people and didn't want to pangseh me.
Fortunately we didn't miss any of the performances, saw SJ and JF perform for choir which was the first and third item. I have this obsessive compulsive disorder with why the hell all the choirs are never, never together in their swaying which has always been pissing me off. And then I learnt that it is supposed to be this way cause it will be weird to the max if it's synchronized. Like the entire batch goes left right left right. Yeah just stupid things I wonder about, but have you ever wondered about that too?
Band was second item which made Hwai Mun really excited cause she's from band. Hmm well, everyone has got CCA pride afterall! I don't think I shall comment further after this on the other performing groups cause everything's like good to me cause I'm lousy and I don't know how to judge. Like example for choir and band I won't even know if there's mistakes or what so I won't deliberately force anything out so yay you guys were good! As for dance and drama I've promised myself beforehand not to compare anything with NY even though that would be the easiest way but yeah different niche areas. Then again I've seriously got this temptation to benchmark the former now and so I will but I will be very subtle about it.
Apparently it's not working cause I think the little line will attract more attention. As for drama, to be honest, for the first time I really have no comments. Something's restricting me from saying stuff, the whole "on paper they are better but I know we're better". Which one's a propaganda? It's like if I say something then probably someone who's reading it now will go like, hey how come you're saying so much when you're not even as good? I think I'll wait until the whole of TCN goes to watch the SYF plays some time in July and then I guess it'll feel better discussing it together. Oh their set is pretty cool though as in the panel thing, and some of the actors were really good but I got lost somewhere in others.
Saw quite a few people I know during the interval and after the show, eg. my cousin and her friends and ex-YTPS people cause there's quite a number who's in Kranji now. Went for supper with ZY and HK afterwards, HM couldn't make it but I insisted we walk her to the overhead bridge where her dad was picking her up from the other side. She's really very sweet! And then HK wanted to go back to Republic Poly to look for someone but I think I'll leave that out ahem. it's damn weird how when there's no girls around i'll naturally adopt this male persona and totally blend in into them, behave the way they do, talk the stuff they talk about.
Lot 1 Mac was super packed with people even though it was past eleven, mostly spammed with people from the SYFiesta. HK pangseh-ed us and went to find his someone but SJ pangseh-ed his choir seniors and joined ZY and I. I guess that's all, went home after that. As for today it was piano lesson, then basketball, then swimming. I'm crazy cause I wanna get as tan as possible
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