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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Monday, May 25, 2009, 11:59 PM
i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad.

Today I realised that I'm pretty fast in deciding if I like this particular person or not.

And that I actually stare at people. Gets quite embarrassing when you're caught doing that, and I know it's not nice. When I stare at people, it's for a couple of reasons I won't list out, but it's not all negative ones though. For instance if you're really pretty I'll stare at you (in a nice way), but if you're f_ I'll stare at you too. I stare at pretty girls more than shuai guys, it's called bi-curious according to E. What a bunch of random crapping to start of the entry, but anyway.

Saw this video on VFTW, The Kris Allen Tolerance and Rehab Center, and I swear it's worth the watch. Shuhui and I died laughing cause it's so ridiculous yet true. Somehow I still can't quite get over his loss, or is it the fact that American Idol S8 has ended already? I know it's just a freaking television show and that I'm basically a retard to be so emotionally invested into it. Still the wait for Season 9 seems so long, I just wish it can do a switch with Singapore Idol (huh?) in August. I'll probably consider buying Allison's and Adam's album, or better yet just make JJ spam download their songs since I've never been into buying albums anyway.

Updates for the week.
Sabbats suck. Epic suckage. I don't know how to live the rest of the week alive. At least the AM sabbat had Enning and Clare, but I feel completely foreign in the PM sabbat. I don't like it at all, and I'm not going to elaborate.

It ended early so I had lunch with H afterwards, not surprisingly she felt the same about the PM sabbat.. Actually not just the thing itself but also the _. Strangely I rather prefer lessons. This is random but I don't know how I'll be able to leave 202 next year. It's not the feel-very-attached-to-the-people here thing, cause you'll have to be living under a fossil to know that we're not bonded at all and that our unity sucks. But after one and the half year 202 has been my comfort zone, and it will be quite hard to step out of it won't it? I'm not very adaptable, even though most people would think I am, infact I had once even been sure that I was.

So I felt super full after lunch today, stuffed myself with food in a futile attempt to uh, gain energy for my 2.4km at 5pm later on. Went back to class and a few people were there, but by the time it was 3 I was alone. For the remaining two hours I alternated between reading and sleeping, and I realised how nice it is to be alone in class in the afternoon - never had many opportunities for that anyway. A senior once told me that as you grow older in Nanyang you tend to become more individualistic, I'm not sure if it's true but it kind of feels that way for me. I prefer time alone most of the time now, prefer taking buses alone, prefer having breaktime to myself etc, although it's still nice to hang out once in awhile especially with the people you love.

I'm completing Angels and Demons really soon, possibly by tomorrow. Nick Ng says it's a stupid idea to watch the movie before reading the book and warned that I should read Da Vinci Code (I know it's totally out already and practically everyone has already read it before) before watching the movie which is really bad. Yeah abit of regret, A&D is a really good book but I don't feel the thriller anymore because I already know what's going to happen next. And my imagination is restricted by like a thousand times because images from the movie keep flashing in my mind. Still, pretty captivating, H can see that I'm barely able to put the book down.

I have a good feeling about the next book I'm starting on, so I'll probably give an introduction on it after I finish this one. It seems to be rather unique and meaningful.

2.4 was at 5pm and I was late cause I forgot to report 15 minutes earlier. Didn't get scolded! You know she still gave me a big smile haha. Jiaying totally pangseh-ed me, which reminds me, take care Jiaying♥ please come back to school soon and give me your MC cause I want to pon sabbats! And back to the point, 2.4 turned out to be satisfactory despite my imba primary school way of chionging the first few rounds and lagging at the back (kind of). Brought Amanda to run with me and it was quite useful. Thank you! Well before that I was actually quite nervous cause I didn't want to end up with some crappy timing after the daily morning runs since January/February or I will really, really feel like shit.

Mm. Ballet at night was okay, I love the character dance. This is what I'm intending to do over the June hols, and I'm not going to make a very long one.

1) Reads lots and lots of books.
2) Spam piano (especially before exam on 11 June, I have to buck up).
3) Spam ballet.
4) Do lots of streetsale or flag day CIPs.
5) Gym, swim, and continue running.
6) Uh, mug?

It's quite late now so I shall just run through the events over the weekend which was quite packed with activities. Friday night was dancenite and apart from the technical screwups it was great. Vanessa and Ping Hui were really good! No offence but I kind of enjoyed the MAD performances more as compared to the Chinese Dance, personal preference I guess. But there was one Chinese dance song where they recited 李清照's 宋词 which I knew word for word and the meaning as well cause I 分析-ed it for my Chinese SIA, so I was like OO: On a side note, I handed that one up today, and was like, "Finally, finally, finally."

Like most of my theatre seniors I guess I won't be continuing with drama in JC, not actually because we don't like Theatre, but more for the other reasons I don't think you'll understand. So it's either AV or MAD (haha fat chance).

Saturday was piano lesson and then Vivocity with girlfriends♥ - Jiaying, Shichun, Wanli. Had lunch at BurgerKing and I forced JY to go for a double mushroom burger meal with me, see I told you I've been eating alot lately, and what's worse is that I will always force people to eat with me. Evil intentions. xD I finished it and felt like I could still go for one more burger but poor JY left half of her fries uneaten so SC and I helped her finished them.

Wanted to watch Night at the Museum 2, but you should have seen the queue at the ticket counter. Practically everything was sold out/selling fast and by the time we got to the person we were told that the only available seats were first row, four seats at the corner. Yeah totally ridiculous so we decided against the movie and went to skypark as usual to zilian. Took quite an amount of pictures (you can go to my fb page) cause I don't want to double post it here. Except for these maybe:

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I think the background for the first one is super nice.

Walked around a little even though I was walking at snail pace cause somehow even flip flops hurt my feet - it's the gap between the big toe and second toe area. Finally settled at the Hawker Centre, JY and SC had ice kachang, WL had chendol and I ate Mango Sunrise. Apparently the previous time I ate that sort of thing was years ago and it was my first time, so naturally I didn't know how to eat it the right way on Saturday and the icecream totally toppled onto the table. Very nice.

Walked to the interchange with Wanli and took the hour-long bus ride home alone, slept through most of it. I really like to take 188 from Harbourfront to CCK or the other way round, it's actually from one interchange to another quite cool right!

Sunday was streetsales CIP and it went really well. H and SC paired up while I went alone, ironically I'm more daring at this kind of things when I'm by myself, but I don't know the reason as to why either. We all love to do streetsales though, idk why but it's super fun! Earned myself two bottles of green tea - one from the organizing team cause I sold quite alot and the other from this really nice young Singaporean couple who bought a wristband and then came back after awhile and bought two more, subsequently giving me the drink. They said "good job" and it did lift my spirits too. Well goes to show that there are still Singaporeans who are actually nice! Wow!

I have another one with SC and H next Sunday. (:

Okay I should go to sleep. It's 1.08am, forget the pact about sleeping before 12am but I've broken my record this year for schoolnights. Probably get a coffee or something tomorrow, since I've decided to give myself a break for a day and not run tomorrow morning. Buona notte!


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