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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Friday, April 17, 2009, 11:40 PM
stand still, look pretty.

Everything went wrong today, right from the start of school. At the top of my head I can already list out seven or eight, guess some days are just not as good as others. Anyway, I just realized I haven't blogged about SYF, and I'm most probably not going to - sorry to those who have been dying to read it. I think two years later I'll regret not posting anything about SYF'09, but oh well. It's rather weird to post it now when it was over like, last Wednesday - really didn't have time over the week. Pictures go on facebook, but as you know, I do procrastinate alot.

It's quite appalling how I can listen to Comme Toi, Sounds of Silence and don't feel the emptiness everyone said I would feel, the emptiness I thought I would feel. I don't get any "de javu" seeing The Little Prince book again even though other people did, because nothing seems to be lingering in my mind. Perhaps it's because we're most likely performing it again for FOA, but still... It's an odd feeling to not feel anything, when during the process you were so overwhelmed by emotions and exasperation all the time. When from December you've been working with people on it, from puppets (?!), to scripting, editing the script over and over and over again, to crewing, sourcing stuff, etc. And well, frankly, I'm afraid of getting the results back.

Yesterday, Mel, Shu Min and I went for the sec one's play rehearsal, rest couldn't make it cause it was rather last minute. But yesterday, I think the juns did put in effort, I don't know if it will be consistent but yeah. We're all trying to help them the best we can, though they themselves have to put in twice the effort.. Because "TCN produces each and every performance with high standards, not just for SYF." Jiayou juniors and batchmates (with love)!

Oh yeah and congratulations to NYMD (esp Ellen, Clare and Cher) for the GwH!

Was shocked shitless during piano lesson just now, for two reasons. My theory exam is in two weeks and I just got the news, and I haven't even completed my theory book or anything yet. Though my piano teacher said she doesn't have to worry cause I'm the last-minute type and somehow miraculously I just manage to get them done. I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing but still, this is another reason why Term 2 is irritating. That's 2 May, and on 25 April I have some sort of exam in the morning and piano concert at night. Okay, rambling.

Second reason for my being shocked shitless is because when my cousin and I were waiting for my mum to pick us up at the void deck, there were two cats straying around. So I tried to be funny and hurled profanities at the cats, and so this pussy (ahem, cat/feline) ran like straight towards me. Zomg okay you know the natural reaction.

Yeah and I think I left my track shoes in class. I'm going to delete my previous entry, those who read it, good for you. Those who haven't, good for you too. I think in future if I really I can't stand it anymore and just have to flame someone, I'm going to post it for one day and then delete it. It's a win-win situation.

Lastly, American Idol yesterday. Was absolutely furious they wasted the save vote on Matt Girard - what if next week someone really good gets voted out?! Touchwood. But Girard is boring and undeserving, he doesn't have the looks either, and then it was like he won American Idol when he was saved yesterday. Felt Scott and Megan who were out last week were good choices though, at least now we have the really good ones (mostly) and don't have to waste our time on the completely atrocious (that's M obviously) or the pitiful but boring.


OBQ (9 Apr 09, 00:21)
Lol faggot.. But I like that song.

weelin (9 Apr 09, 20:25)
Yeah I think we did! Thank you. (:

yokekay (9 Apr 09, 21:41)
You too, all the best for dance. You guys participating in anything?

sx (10 Apr 09, 13:48)
I don't feel it rawwrr. Jiayou with Marigolds though, don't give up! Motivate them.

YL (10 Apr 09, 15:21)
Yeah good skins. (:

shuhui (10 Apr 09, 20:03)
Yah haha I wonder what year was that song from.. Early 20s?

eagle (10 Apr 09, 20:40)
I don't. And happy birthday once again!

Shichun (11 Apr 09, 00:00)
Haha that sounds like you like basically most of the odd numbers..

steph (11 Apr 09, 15:27)
Procrastination. ):

OBQ (11 Apr 09, 16:40)
Mm guess you're right.

♥ Jiaying. (12 Apr 09, 21:30)
Yeah imperfect.. I wouldn't mind if we had an even number really. Just that can't really find one more.

seany (15 Apr 09, 16:24)
Lol it's the song title from Xandria. Go listen it's quite good.. And send me the song you said too. (:

cher (15 Apr 09, 17:17)
Haha I feel really happy for you guys.. Congratulations once again!

beth (16 Apr 09, 20:51)
Yeah, sharks! All the best with it uhh go do your work now!

yokekay (16 Apr 09, 21:32)
Yeah exactly.. You too I'm sure. When are your tests?

mandy (17 Apr 09, 00:07)
Haha we will continue to run one! My batch likes running too, most of them. And some have better staminas than me! (:

xinyi, shichun, hilary, ♥ Jiaying (17 Apr 09, 09:52, 17 Apr 09, 15:47)
YAY! Quite obvious what, nobody likes her.. xD

seany (17 Apr 09, 19:21)
Lol yah people who spam highlight are like damn dumb. I mean in the end also read everything so what's the point of highlighting. -.-

YL (17 Apr 09, 21:13)
Sorry don't have. (:

zhuhong (17 Apr 09, 21:35)
Omg how you know she isn't allowed to do so? I guessed that too omg yeah we should complain. Damn funny some people are proud of their h______ while some are proud of their d_________. Tsk! Why don't have proud of parents one unfilial people.





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