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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009, 10:27 PM
sour grapes.

Screwed! I'm trying to convince myself really hard that I don't even want it anyway. It's called "吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸". But really..you know how badly i want this.

Hmm I want to say how awesome "17 Again" is! I know there's that lousy Zac Efron inside but yeah it's quite a good show and worth the watch. Just about made my day, I guess once in awhile it's good to catch some light-hearted movies too - really enjoyed it. I mean, sometimes you don't actually have to watch intellectual/worth-it shows, especially when you've just had a really sucky day yup. Sucky days are getting more frequent, oh this isn't very good.

I think it's like the second/third time in my whole life going to watch a movie on a school day. It's called deprived. But yeah last night I smsed SB to ask her if she wanted to watch the show with me today and she agreed. The thing is today I asked her when her SYF is, and she said it was tomorrow. So I was like huh and she was like yeah I ponned training and I was like omgwtf. Nowonder everytime can go out, must be pon training. All the best for the SYF tomorrow anyway! And to NY Choir too. (:

Yah I think it has been a freaking long time since we spent time together like just the two of us, cause usually we call the rest along. Well we were talking about incoherent stuff basically, but she's the only one who knows _. After tests we should go out together more often.. To be honest I'm thinking about slacking already, since nothing is going all right lately, especially not the History paper. Like I said, everything sucks lately. It's called typical teenage angst, or something.

Break time today, talked about a couple of things with JY. Think it was because there were only two of us in class at first. Feels good to having someone share the same sentiments as you, and more than one matter in fact. I guess, really, some things are inevitable, changes especially. Still, after talking to her, I don't feel quite as alone anymore.things change, people change. humble people don't always stay humble, innocent people don't always stay innocent.
On the other hand, I feel damn good today. Has been a long time since I felt this way, and I miss this feeling. in control. better than all of you out there.

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And by the way, two nights ago I think, I dreamt of getting the SYF results back. I don't remember much about it now, except that the white envelope had a black sticker with school address yada in white taped to the front, and inside it lies your butterflyhas got a few small pieces of grey paper and a few pieces of A4 size paper stapled together which is the list of results of every school. So apparently the grey paper had like handwritten comments scribbled onto it for our piece (and a few other schools?!) and the A4 paper was well yeah the results. Then I hurriedly went to search for "Nanyang Girls High" and guess what was the result?

Blank. Yeah totally blank like one blank space in the box. While other schools had like, bronze, silver, gold, ours was totally blank. Ridiculous.



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