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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Friday, April 24, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's not just about me.

Flying silver planes.

Frankly I didn't feel much for it, I can't say the whole club, but it's quite obvious most of us too. It was predictable - I mean we did not even try to aim a GwH or something, so when the results came back on Wednesday, well yes, I was excited to know how we fared, I couldn't concentrate in class, but too it's like I already knew. Afterwards it wasn't as if I spent the whole day droning over it, I carried on with stuff as usual, and strangely enough I got pissed with a few who were actually depressed by it. Don't know why, either.

I'm being honest here, but really, if we did get a G/GwH for that piece I would have thought we deserved it better two years ago. From everything I heard they wanted it so much back then and they worked for it so hard, and that was why they felt so strongly about the bronze.

Okay, no more about SYF. This is the end.

Today is a very memorable day because it's the first time I stuck my hand into the oven (with the mittens thing obviously). Can you believe all along for all the past home ecs lessons that required baking I have never done that at all? Shepherd's Pie we made today, turned out to be quite delicious but still I'm not comfortable with eating my own food. Yes this is weird but I have this psychological thing that my own food will always suck and leave me with food poisoning or something and so I will always have the vomitting sensation whenever I eat my home ecs food.

Art lesson was slackish but the light thing was totally fun. Oh my god I seriously wonder how I could elaborate so much on schooldays in my past entries. Or maybe there's nothing interesting to talk about anymore, or maybe I'm getting really dull, which I really think I am. I don't find alot of things funny anymore, so when you catch me stoning away I'm really okay. -_-

This weekend I'll have to clear as many SIAs/crap projects as possible. Figured that there's two reasons why time seems to past so fast: 1) "Time flies when you're having fun", 2) You are so preoccupied with stuff you don't even know time has passed. Manageable though, still, I mean it's actually better than sec one (horrible transition) and definitely the upper levels. Joy to the world, it's an endless routine.

Mm second council interview today, sucked but nothing can beat the first. And was rather "oh, typical" at the bunch of nervous elects pacing around outside, memorizing their 45s scripts, freaking out together. Nothing against them but yeah, I thought it was quite... Amusing?

On a random thought, oldies are still the best. Perhaps there other genres that I like, but I never get tired of oldies/country music. I listen to "Take me home, Country Roads" and it still feels as good and refreshing as the first time I heard it.

Ellen (18 Apr 09, 11:14)
Yeah it's a pity!

KL, Hilary, Shichun (18 Apr 09, 13:45, 18 Apr 09, 16:05, 19 Apr 09, 00:11)
She's amazing. (: And I'm like addicted to youtubing Britain's Got Talent especially the lousy ones!

OBQ (18 Apr 09, 20:34)
Yah you use the imba Mozilla mah.. Still can hover over one lah.

cheryl (18 Apr 09, 20:41)
Open secret.. Yup. Cheer up though. (:

mandy (19 Apr 09, 02:54)
Haha it's okay you're in HP it's understandable..

Shichun (20 Apr 09, 00:54)
That was SUPER random!

zhiying (20 Apr 09, 08:59)
Hello SM! Remember crew is important too. (:

YL (20 Apr 09, 22:43)
Don't get you at all..

hilary, OBQ (20 Apr 09, 23:10, 20 Apr 09, 23:45)
Yah damn stupid dream lol.. I remember them quite vividly, most of the times just scraps of them though.

♥Jiaying. (21 Apr 09, 15:49)
Outing after EOYS!! ♥

Darren (21 Apr 09, 15:50)
You are?

weixuan (21 Apr 09, 17:04)
Vacuum cleaners..?

jiewei (21 Apr 09, 19:45)
Nope don't entertain.

YL (22 Apr 09, 23:18)
Reveal already lah!

hilary (23 Apr 09, 13:57)
You're doing a rather good job at it! Go Hilary brainwash me somemore!

wei xuan (23 Apr 09, 14:10)
Yes! My resolution okay and I broke it..

yokekay (23 Apr 09, 22:28)
Heh thanks for the encouragement, and to you too. We need to go out more often after tests haha!

SIEWBOON (24 Apr 09, 14:54)
Hahaha classmate?

After this, I should stop putting in so much time and effort into something I'm losing hope in. It's not worth it when there's no one else but you. There's a lot I want to post, but no, I don't want to stir up anything now do I? We'll just see how things go, and this time, I will just take a step back and watch. I'm just afraid that if we don't start now, it'll be too late. And then there's something which I can't quite get out of my mind - "you're dealing with people, not machines."



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