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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Sunday, March 15, 2009, 1:28 AM
if you could see me now.

I'm finishing "Thanks for the Memories" really soon! After about three weeks to a month, but you can't exactly blame me can you. Initially planned to have a nice, good rest on Sunday (this includes sleeping in) but ended up fixing the day to work on both the Geography and History SIA. Oh well, don't have a choice.

March Holidays..? While people complain about the mountainous pile of homework and their hectic schedules, I don't grumble about that like I used to. Sure, anyone would love to slack off, catch a movie, go shopping everyday, but that has to wait till June or maybe even December. I don't grumble about that cause it seems like "the norm" now, everyone's like that, and I've known from the start of the year that there won't be any "March Holidays", or so they call it.

Last night I received a rather unexpected call, thought I was gonna be in deep shit but it turned out to be the opposite. It's appalling how some people still can hold on to that little bit of trust even after much more than just one or two occasions of let-downs. Sacrifices would have to be made, sacrifices that wouldn't be too easy for me, given my character and personality. Then again, let's not think too far; afterall I doubt I can make it anyway.

Yesterday's pep talk was weird, the feeling you get when you're repeating stuff the seniors used to say, and finally getting it. Feeling them. Their bitterness when we weren't up to standard, their hopes and dreams for Theatre, for us to excel and to be the best. Realised why they spent so much time and effort on us, trying to motivate us and telling us that no, Theatre isn't a CCA where you come in once a week, chitchat, and leave. We don't sit around, talk, expect things to be done for us, and be in the center of attention all the time. We do things to the best of our capability. Because we are good, because Theatre is where we are spending four years of our high school life, so have the passion, and love it. There's no point in only yourself being determined while the rest are lagging behind; we move on as a club. They probably don't understand yet, afterall it's just less than three months, but they will and they must, and I believe they can.

OBQ (7 Mar 09, 11:56)
Lol pandas are losing out cause they are almost extinct..Stop deceiving yourself Hanrui.

Zhiying (7 Mar 09, 12:12)
Yeah, jiayou too junior. We can do it. (:

Ellen (8 Mar 09, 18:48)
You jiayou too.. Don't be so stressed out!

hilary, yueling (8 Mar 09, 21:48, 8 Mar 09, 22:07)
Haha guess that blog post would bring back really sweet memories in time to come. And we really missed you there Yueling!

Seany (8 Mar 09, 22:08)
3 days is not very long..Camp rocked la~

gar (9 Mar 09, 22:16)
Lol your tag name is like Garfield or something. And I can blog really long posts if I want to. x]

yl (9 Mar 09, 22:29)
It's okay!

Seany, panda (10 Mar 09, 21:01, 11 Mar 09, 14:10)
I didn't remove pandas cause pandas aren't that irritating. Pandas are just retarded LOL.

cher (11 Mar 09, 16:22)
Haha 15 minutes, anyway GJ for amazing race!

shuhui (11 Mar 09, 21:28)
I was totally mad about Freddy Jones! Googling him up like crazy..
Oh I hate those tactless people, I saw someone commenting that Night Trail sucked on facebook. Cause honestly they don't know the effort put into these stuff yeah. Don't worry AR went really well!

YL (12 Mar 09, 12:10)
Who wouldn't want a GwH? But realistically, GwH isn't all that easy. I'd rather aim for a more attainable standard rather than put myself in great risk of disappointment.

hilary (12 Mar 09, 20:20)
You too, do your best in wushu, future wushu president!

poochy (13 Mar 09, 00:12)
Yeah stuff are okay for me! Good luck for SYF, when's the big day?

random (13 Mar 09, 16:29)
Lol I see.. (:

Shichun (13 Mar 09, 17:33)
Thank you! I promise lots of outings after I'm done and over with SYF.

+cHeRyL+ (14 Mar 09, 22:22)
Yeah I hope he succeeds in pulling us out of FOA, annual production cannot don't have one lor!! And yay we shall have lots and lots of faith and jiayou and do our best, 24 days to go, darling SM! WE ARE BETTER. (:



So freaking funny I just learnt to use the quote box after so long. Looks good though!




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