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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Friday, December 12, 2008, 11:59 PM
benchmarking.

♥My Love,

I'm terribly sorry I had to do this through a letter, this is not easy for me at all, honestly. This note will be the last memory you'll ever have of me, I'm done with you because I've decided to be with your best friend, even if he's not as good-looking as you.


I don't care if you slit your neck because it was completely your fault, no doubt about it. It is because of your history of undying problems that kept me from being even remotely interested in continuing this relationship with you. I might still miss certain things about you, your uniqueness, your hot body.

I still remember the day we first met. How you make me feel is something that can only be felt, never explained. You see, I have never felt this way before, I swear it was love at first sight. But you know how they say "don't judge a book by its cover"? Well I've finally understood the meaning of that now. You look charming, definitely, but what about your character?

Each and everytime you create trouble I have to waste precious time making things right with you. Time and again you were the one who never appreciated me enough. I gave you three chances, and each time you acted as if I owed you them.

I'm glad this is done and we're going separate directions for good. Hopefully we will be incredibly far away, and even if we aren't I'll make you watch. Watch how far me and my new boyfriend will go, watch our happiness together.

Taste your jealousy.

Good riddance,
Yan Ying


Dumped my ex today, 261108-121208.

❤ Shichun *`Paralysis; says:
I've another friend who seems to be initiating a breakup... Omg..
You break up with tree arh??
YY broke up. go lick ur ass for all i care, useless shit. says:
later you read my blog you'll know..
hias.
must comfort me okay.
even though im the one initiating.

it still hurts quite alot.
❤ Shichun *`Paralysis; says:
Cheer up!!!
LOL
Eh don't type until too emo
YY broke up. go lick ur ass for all i care, useless shit. says:
it hurts.
seriously.

(*_____ is typing a message* suddenly stops halfway.)
(Conversation continues emo-ly. With fullstops and stuff.)


Some people are totally tactless?!?!??! How can she "LOL" when it's an issue of breaking up!!

But well, someone else is smarter.

Patrick says:
wow what a way to put "i changed my handphone"


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W902. Looks good, classic, better camera. And I've had enough with my ex - W910 can go lick his ass for all I care. Malfunctioning buttons, lagness and all that auto-restarting pissed the hell out of me. Although it was partially my fault, I don't know how many gazillion times I have dropped it, and bq was shaking his head and feeling his heart wrench seeing how I abuse my phone.

I pledge to take good care of my new boyfriend. We'll last long.

Initially I wanted a wine-red colour for W902 - it's prettier - but apparently it was sold out. Correction, all colours were sold out for this model, and we don't know when the new stocks are coming in. However the counter guy got me this from the corporate section after seeing my disappointment, so yeah. And thank you mummy and daddy too!

Went to library today and borrowed,

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"The Guardian" by Nicholas Sparks.

Someone once told me that while most books are bittersweet, his books are usually plain sad and some can even make you cry. I read his "A Walk To Remember" and it proved to be quite true, but the one I'm reading now is one that isn't, although it still sounds good and perhaps scary.

"Fans everywhere are familiar with Nicholas Spark's poignant, emotionally driven novels...Sparks's latest is proof that he's just as proficient writing suspenseful fiction as he is writing classic tearjerkers" - Romantic Times.

The #1 New York Times bestselling author of Nights in Rodanthe explores a darker realm of the heart in an explosive and emotional tale of love and obsession. At 29, Julie Barenson is too young to give up on love. Four years after her husband's tragic death, she is finally ready to risk giving her heart to someone again.

But to whom? Should it be Richard Franklin, who is handsome and sophisticated and treats her like a queen, or Mike Harris, who is Julie's best friend in the world, though not as debonair? Now, with a decision that should bring her more happiness than she's had in years, Julie's life is about to become a living nightmare, as one man's jealousy spins into a deadly obsession.


Completed a few chapters in the library - so far so good - and also realized how much I LOVE the new library. It's much bigger so now there are like seats everywhere and I was curling up in one of the benches today, totally absorbed in the book.

Zhenyu treated me to "The Day The Earth Stood Still", thank you! Hongster plus hongster, let's see who loses. Joking. x] Junjie had the guts to cancel on us, if he calls tonight ZY says to tell him "给你一分钟, 什么话快点讲" and I'm going to do just that. Sneaked in popcorn chicken and bubbletea as learnt from ASB, 一路顺风 my darling. (:

The movie was okay, but not as good as I've expected. I mean the poster and title seemed really cool but then the show was like say, a 5 or 6 out of 10. Some of the visual effects were terrific, but apart from that it was rather flat and boring. When it ended I said, "So the whole thing is about this alien who comes to Earth to stir some trouble, destroy some stuff, and go back to wherever he came from?"

Plus it's like some environmental message to us - "STOP POLLUTING THE EARTH! Cause we're watching." I just googled it up anyway, turns out that there's an original version of it made in 1951. I'd probably go rent that tomorrow or something as people say never remake a classic movie.

And then he left for tuition while I had dinner and went for piano - he's still under Mdm Chua and I really want to go back, she's one of the best tutors ever. Unfortunately timing clashes with CCA..

Piano was fun, the little girl who has her lesson after mine today made some chocolate and vanilla muffins for Teacher Gin, and treated me to one as well. It was delicious and I'm so jealous of her baking abilities! Hehe I shall bake something for Christmas too, but I really don't believe it when people say that anyone can cook with a recipe book.

Okay that's all. I'm going to watch Twilight tomorrow. Yes believe me I am and that's what TKL and the rest decided on. Tomorrow I'll go see the full house and stampede of fangirls outside, but well it's better than Bolt anyway, I suppose. Animation tsktsk.



"Everyone would remember Peter for the nineteen minutes of his life, but what about the other nine million? Lacy would have to be the keeper of those, because it was the only way for that part of Peter to stay alive. For ever recollection of him that involved a bullet or a scream, she would have a hundred others: of a littele boy splashing in a pond, or riding a bicycle for the first time, or waving from the top of a jungle gym. Of a kiss good night, or a crayoned Mother's Day card, of a voice off-key in the shower. She would string them together - the moments when her child had been just like other people's.

She would wear them, precious pearls, every day of her life; because if she lost them, then the boy she had loved and raised and known would really be gone." - Nineteen Minutes (again).


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WHAT THE FISH OK MY NEW BOYFRIEND JUST AUTO-RESTARTED ON ME. WHAT THE FISH. WHAT THE FISH!!!!!!!!!!!

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I FEEL DAMN FISHING PISSED. SECOND FISHING TIME.




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