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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Friday, September 19, 2008, 11:59 PM
friday.

Sorry. I didn't insist on it, you are wanting to on your own will. And then now I don't have the mood to, you give me attitude. Yeah I appreciate it, but when I say I'm busy, means I'm busy. Don't want to means don't want to. I think the whole insisting thing is very selfish; I don't owe you any bloody thing. Learn to consider the feelings of others. What I see now is that you're behaving like a girl.

Rash. Very rash. -.-
Another thing altogether, ever kp-ed someone up just because you feel sian and attitudish. Or say something really spiteful in a moment of anger, walk away and then wish you hadn't said that?

Yay next time I really shall have to control myself. One thing very certain is that I keep making harsh remarks without processing them through my mind, or rash decisions that always tend to turn out wrongly. Something mummy has been telling me for very long already.

Oh yes I also like to roll my eyes when people who are not even that close come and tell me "I know you one lah". To your face I can tell you that's a pretty impossible thing to do cause I'm one of the hardest to decipher. My character changes when I interact with different people; I just adjust to "be the same". You follow me for a day and see for yourself my 180 degrees turn.

Random again. Really tired today, idk why also. Like most Fridays, I feel as though I can drop right to sleep after piano lessons. And the thought that there's still gf and tuition tomorrow really makes me want to murder someone. I'm so quitting gf after this course ends (which is like tmr) - I need my Saturday morning sleeps. And it's too demanding, next year is SYF year and I am committing wholly to Theatre. Which is actually worth Sunday mornings.

Oh lol and on a higher note, got back the australian math thing today which was worth laughing at. Why? 3 of my consecutive answers were 123, 456 and 069. Correct answers were 021, 657, 089. W-t-f.

Had lunch with Shichun and Zhuhong after school, then went to Lot 1 to mug with Leon and to get my birthday treat. I was talked out of NC16 because I am "a kid" and I "don't have an IC". But I think Wall-E wasn't that bad, I mean the storyline really sucked (like is there even one), but the futuristic setting was. Epic. I wanna go there and I won't care if I become some fat blob cause everyone else is too. At least it is fun right.

Yeah that's all. I'm trying to resist the temptation of getting started on Picoult's "Change of Heart" - I am going to mug finish whatever I'm planning for the weekends. As in like EOYs is the last chance already. Unfortunately it always seems as though I overestimate myself.