She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Back from piano lessons and feeling utterly freaked and pale. I just got traumatized by like, 30 dead cockroaches, and I am not exaggerating.

My piano teacher said that they put some poison thingum in the rubbish dump downstairs, then all the cockroaches scatter. *shivers*
And then they died. And it so happened that most of them died at like, the lifts that area which was right behind the rubbish dump.

And unfortuately it so happened that I had no choice but to use that route. When I saw the first dead cockroach (AND THERE WERE ANTS FEEDING ON IT), I just tried not to look at it, but then when I looked in front I saw a massive invasion of dead cockroaches from all walks of rubbish chutes.

GROSS.

So I took tiptoes and halfway to the lift I was almost gonna cry. Like what if they all suddenly wake up from their slumber and attack me or something. Freaking disgusting can.
(I think I'm going to have nightmares tonight.)

Hurrrr, piano was quite okay today. Didn't do theory. :D Hadn't exactly had time this week to practise my pieces too, how sad. Got one very romantic one. Yay! (:

Hmm today pretty much sucked. And the fact that my aunt visited me like in the middle of lessons made things alot better - right.

Firstly, I slept at like what, 3am last night. I was doing some work I wasn't even supposed to do? Like wtf. ______ sucks can, never even make her instructions clear. How are we supposed to know if it is Ellen or me who's doing it when she tells me one minute and tells Ellen the next, and today she just went, "Ellen you have a presentation for the class right?"

_________ is over-obsessed with her husband. And I hate slogging for hours for things I shouldn't even be doing, much less sacrificing my sleep. Even though procrastinating did play a part, but whatever.

Secondly, I received a very, very scary message from my theatre senior in the middle of lessons.
"...Please stay back for awhile after Yingci wants to talk to your"

When I saw the message I just stoned right there. Apparently I thought the 'your' was a typo error from 'you', and thus I could not concentrate for the next half of history lessons at all. I was like worrying until I could literally hear my heartbeat in my ears. -.-

I thought I did something seriously wrong and disappointing even though I don't know what, so I kept breaking out in cold sweat. And Chermaine said I looked super emo today. ._. Idk, idk, idk. I like my sec 4 seniors and they are a bunch of really funny and nice people, but I'm still scared of them. Somehow. I. Do. Not. Know. Why.

I think I'm going to have two nightmares tonight, even though it ended up that my entire batch got the sms, but not that it makes it alot better or something. But at least they didn't scream at us you know, and alot of the things they said were quite true.

Lessons ended at 12.15, and math teacher didn't come, so 11.15! :D I was reading a Nora Roberts book - "Black Rose". My first Nora Roberts book infact, and it really nice so far. Thanks Cheryl for lending the book! ♥

Wasn't really intending on reading it at first really, and Cheryl only bought it to show me one sick part of the book. How thoughtful! But I ended up reading it anyway, since I had nothing better to do in the morning. NOT FOR THE SICKNESS since it isn't really sick anyway. -.-

Theatre was at 1. Today was very very fun!! Firstly was warm-ups as usual, with coverspace, and then we had to bring in 20 tables. Luckily for us today the 20 tables were like super near M4-04 so we did it pretty quickly. :D Good job!

Then the seniors appointed us to go clear up the drama store! xD
I guess clearing up messy rooms can be considered to be one of my favourite things to do, because I really like the satisfaction you have seeing it turn into a relatively neat and pleasing room.

Or, well, wardrobes for that matter. Or cupboards or drawers or anything. :D
(But for my case, they get messed up in a matter of days anyway, so it's rather pointless to clear up my own stuff.)

At first the drama store was really very messy one okay. I think the floor space we had to walk on was like. ._. And tripping over things wouldn't really be surprising!

And after our clearing, when we went back there again after Theatre to put the the sticks (some props) back, apparently the room was spacious enough for a group of Chinese Dancers practising their dance IN THE DRAMA STORE. xD

Haha I thought the process was very fun! We were like playing songs on my handphone/singing along/talking about anythingunderthesun while folding up the 11 boxes of clothes and clearing all the stray items on the floor. I think our bond has gotten a teeny bit stronger too. :D

Anyway we lowered from 13 filled boxes to 11! I hope I wasn't been too bossy or anything, just merely wanted us to do it well and for once not disappoint the seniors. I don't think we did, so high-five emo-batch! ♥

Unfortunately Mel was allergic to dust and her eye there had some big red patch It was so scary and it got worse by every minute until it became really swollen. D: Rest well Mel! (:

Couldn't resist the urge to snap some pictures as well:

Before! (Okay maybe like 5 minutes into the packing)

After!

Hahah the "boxes"! There was still one more hidden behind the black thing.
And I can fold clothes. x)

After theatre the seniors spoke to us. Wasn't as terrifying as I had expected, haha I agree with you shumin, and I realized that they actually made perfect sense.

"When you have passion for something, you'll be persistent, right?"

And I think that their message that Theatre Club is not just any other CCA where you can slack off and no one cares, has been brought quite clearly to us.
Jiayou emo-batch, we shall stay committed and work towards it as a batch! ♥

Rahh I'm feeling super tired liao, shall read through the info on CO crewing again on the MRT tmr, and then ask the sec two seniors of any of them can help to replace a batchmate. ._.

Sigh.

And meanwhile, a chapter of Black Rose shall serve as my bedtime story. (: