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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol. She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for. She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism. She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship. Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours. Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all. “Forevers” are bullshit as of now. The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too. She is always torn between two. But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.Tag
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Thursday, June 05, 2008, 11:59 PM
Piano Exam!
Quick entry here."Lol den dont tremble
Just get over with it quick
It is just any other wakingup-neighbour-piano-playing session"
Yah thanks bq but I'm afraid not haha.
Grade 4 piano exam was screwed, and I won't be surprised if I failed. As in my hands just stoned inside the exam room then I xia dao. But no choice so just play. Then play until very ._.
The worst part was I kept breaking off yah. That one = gg.
Passing marks is 60 so either I fail or I get 60 if the examiner is nice. I think I should have used the teary-eyed tactic to look at him or something.
Oh dear.
Nevermind, I ain't emo. My fault for procrastinating until must practise in the middle of the night and scaring my parents and brother into thinking it's some ghost, and I've learnt not to emo about small things. ._. Cause there many other things worth crying over.
After piano exam went followed my mum, Da Jiu Mu and Shun Xiang to get a pair of goggles. Since we were at Paragon I went to see if the crumplers in stock already or not. Fortunately they were in already, so will be going there again with Yichun on Saturday after my lesson.
Want either a blue, black or grey one. Suggestions, people?
Then went to uh do the adjusting spine thingum somewhere in Orchard. Sian. I don't see how it helps. Go there lie down there and listen to the doctor and my mum say the same few things. It's a waste of time, effort and money. And petrol for that matter.
[Just went down to get a packet of biscuits and I'm sweating and my heart's pounding like mad. Have I mentioned that my house is damn scary when all the lights are off and you are alone?]
And then I went home and then I slacked. And I saw the gunbound icon on my desktop and I random click. I swear I haven't touched that thing in two years. Or was it three? Anyway it changed alot and uh. It was fun. x)
Well today I chanced upon Miss Lin's current class blog and saw the homework list they had for June. As my eyes were scanning through it the realization that I have became stupid suddenly hit me. It seems like after PSLE I've grown more slack than ever. I swear when I was in P1 I even bothered to revise for my exams. And now I don't even know what the hell I'm doing to waste my time away.
It also occured to me that if I were to flip through one of those math assessment book I did in P6 I wouldn't know the answers to half the questions in there. A total contradiction from last year when my life revolved around four stupid letters and only that four stupid alphabets.
It just seems as though I'm not trying to excel anymore. Or even doing my best. It probably wouldn't make a difference if I were to drop out of school right now.
Oh sharks man, perhaps I should I just take up eight tuitions again and see how things go.
Do I always mean it when I say that, or am I just trying to deceive myself?