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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Friday, May 02, 2008, 11:59 PM
Today is a crap day.

Today! Sucked.

It was crap from the beginning till the end.
Crap, crap and more crap.
@#$%^&*( hell.
And I think I had a bloody nice time cursing and swearing my guts out during piano lesson.

Nevermind. Optimistic people like me shall choose to believe "there is a better tomorrow." So clinche.

Yay!
I think I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. This is so cool. (:

Okay lol I'm back. Just went high again after re-reading the wiki page on DID. I am madly in ♥ with psychology. So maybe this wouldn't be a screwed post anymore! xD
And if I ever get to become a psychiatrist I would get to deal with super cool people like a convict who just killed someone else and is in a damn wrong state of mind, or maybe a rape victim, and better yet, maybe even someone with DID!

Before I dream too far, I shall try to solve my own mental state first. I abit siao one, my mood swings like anything. xD
As you can see, type entry type halfway can suddenly change mood. Maybe there's a certain diagnosis for that! :O

Okay hahaha whatever. Let's go back to topic shall we?
Though I don't want to blog the thing which pissed me off most today.

My crapcrap day started with...Waking up feeling crappy? Oh yeah. xD

Then..
Went to school. Crap.
Got back physics and math quiz results. Chinese ying yong wen also. Crap! Crap! All crap! xD

Nevermind, "the higher you climb the harder you fall". So I shall just climb low low and continue to aim low low.

"We should be contented and satisfied with what we have now."
Yeah. Be contented. See, I am. xD

Haha okay whatever. I starting to crap liao.
Hmm...
Oh yah Wanli and I were damn pissed with two girls today. We were trying damn hard to concentrate on what the teachers were teaching, then have two @#$%^&*(-ing inconsiderate people talking at 160 decibels, laugh like nobody's business, wah, bang chair somemore.

*Roll eyes*

Kanasai. Alot of times liao lor.

Okay actually I type alot more crap but I erased all liao, cause I'm a very nice person and I don't cyber-bully.
(Well, to a certain extent.)

Yay.
Theatre was okay! First hour was TOTALLY SCARY, and the next two hours were uh, random? Haha yep. That's about it la.

Ok then went home. Zzz I waited like dunno how bloody long for 67. Then it was so bloody crowded. And I was so bloody stoning inside there. Then suddenly my moood drop to very low for no reason. See I told you I abit siao liao.

I alighted halfway cause had to change bus. Then dunno my crap low mood or what, I took the bloody wrong bus and went to the bloody CCK interchange (same if I hadn't alighted). Waste my bloody 55 cents. Cause my bloody ez-link card decided to go out of money at that time.

Bloody money.

And I saw a bloody crazy couple on the bloody wrong bus. The crazy girl was like lying on the crazy guy's lap, and then she was caressing his bloody face while he was snogging up her bloody neck. And then they literally went to suck each other's face.

I see already damn disgusted. They might as well have bloody sex there and then. Free show.

Lalala. Went home, had dinner and bathe and wadeva before leaving for piano lesson.

Piano lesson was a load of bullshit.

[Digressing abit, my mouse just went out of battery. Bloody hell.]

Well, piano lesson was a load of bullshit.
Bloody theory exam on the 10th, not prepared at all.
Practical on the 5th of June, HAVEN'T SELECTED THIRD SONG, HAVEN'T PRACTISED EXERCISES, HAVEN'T PERFECT SCALES, AND AURUL IS JUST TOTALLY SCREWED.

So yeah, of course I had a nice time cursing and swearing my guts out during piano lesson and feeling totally...Screwed!

And I don't give a damn to next week's napfa already. Screw napfa, heck the gold!

YAY!

[Oh and my brother likes to piss me off so much more these days. Well not intentionally, but he just won't leave me alone, goddamn it.]

Oh yah, and my mum spoke to my p3 chinese teacher/my bro's dunno wad teacher today! Then that teacher today then know we're siblings, and she was like, "kan bu chu!", then went on about how my bro is so si wen and gentle while I'm like totally chor lor and boisterous.

SI WEN AND GENTLE! He might as well go be girl, then I can take over his gender and be a boy.

Goddamnit!

What an unfair world!

@#$%^&*()!

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