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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol. She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for. She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism. She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship. Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours. Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all. “Forevers” are bullshit as of now. The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too. She is always torn between two. But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.Tag
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007, 12:46 PM
270!!!!! MY GOD!
(WARNING: Entry will be very very very haolian. But I will, er, try to minimize my haolian-ness.)THANKYOU EVERYBODY WHO WISHED ME GOOD LUCK. AND THANKYOU EVERYBODY WHO GRATZ ME. OR SHOWED ME ANY FORM OF SUPPORT. I LOVE YOU ALL. =D
Anyway I think this year PSLE abit screwed.Or the markers cock-eye or whatever (and then will be because terpendek did SOMETHING...).
Cause most ppl seemed to get super-good results.
Like, what the hell, 294 (that makes me seem super noob anwy but heck care).
I heard from Shi Min (who heard from a friend who said, uh, reliable source) that that Saint Hilda's girl got full marks but the MOE pull her down.
I think that's bullshit because you will make mistakes. If you're a human.
Ok so anyway..
I didn't really wanna get my results at 12pm.
Reason 1: Want to DotA until happy..Later get results no mood liao..
Reason 2: Simply because I didn't wanna face the harsh reality. Or so I thought.
I wanted to go around 4+ like that. Get it, forget it.
However, it was fortunate that I called Miss Lin at around 10+ cause Marcus Goh showed me the school website which said that students must seated in the hall by 12pm in classes blahblahblah.
And Miss Lin said can go anytime between 12-5. ._.
Err so Miss Lin was like "forcing" me to go at 12pm. "JUST COME LAH!!!" and "MUST COME AH!!"
I didn't really want to at first. But I don't know what gave in and I went at 12pm. Though I was slightly later, around 12.10pm.
I had that so "whatever" attitude that even my hair was damn messy and I didn't spend time putting it into shape. Just kidding, it's that damn hairdresser cut that dunno what fringe. Now when I let down my hair I look damndamndamn ACT cute. Like yuck. Acting cute is for noobshit desperates.
So anyway I met Ms Dorcas Lee at the zebra-crossing outside the school. And I was like,
"WAHLAO VERY WHAT LEH! MY DAMN FORM TEACHER ASK ME COME SO EARLY 12PM. COME DUNNO LISTEN THE PRINCIPAL TALK WHAT CRAP. WAH LAO ACTUALLY I WANNA COME AT 4PM. I HAVEN'T DOTA ENOUGH YET LEH! THIS THING SO LANG4 FEI4 SHI2 JIAN1 LOR!"
Etc.etc.etc.
LOL then in the school I was still practically shouting that then she was like looking around and saying "shhshhshh." Teehee.
I was just trying to act like I don't care, act like I don't give a damn even though the truth is the exact opposite. Because if I got sucky results (which I thought I will) and be like I don't care, people won't really care or say much about it.
So on the staircase up to the hall I was still "WAH LAO VERY LANG FEI SHI JIAN, I WANT DOTA!" and then Marcus Goh saw me and he looked at me like I was crazy. LOL.
Anyway I went to sit at my class's row. Miss Lin saw me and she was like giving me that gratified smile or something. And then I complain to her also lah. "WAH LAO I WANT DOTA LAH, YOU ASK ME COME THIS THING FOR WHAT?!"
She didn't say anything, just smiled at me. Then Odelia was like saying, "MISS LIN YOU KNOW THE RESULTS ALREADY RIGHT!"
Then Miss Lin walked away..And I was trying to decipher that smile. Was it a happy one, or a sad one? However, it was a failed attempt to do so.
So anyway, the principal and Mr Chew talked crap first... Submitting sec 1 option forms and blah blah blah.
Then FINALLY came to THIS YEAR'S PSLE results.
Principal announced that the national level's highest was 294 and the whole hall started to "WOW!". Seriously go experience that for yourself. And then alot of people started to clap and that principal kept saying, "That's the national level, not our school, not our school...", which I found it totally amusing.
294 is like, break record... Siao...
So then she announced the school's highest - 279. 6D was like, "Chong Kar Mun, DUH."
Then she went through all the percentage thingy on the projector screen... For English, Chinese and HMT girls scored better than boys. Mathematics and Science boys did better. That's like, a proven theory proven to be true again. -.- LOL.
Err so then after that she announced the school's TOP! Including the top EM3 pupil...
Anyway school's TOP is...
I mean ARE...
THAM KAH LOON (6A) and CHONG KAR MUN (6D)with 279. o.O "Ka" people are very smart. o.O See it's like totally expected, CKM. But so coincidental, the 1st (km) and 2nd (kl) in school's prelim got the same marks...For SA1 kl owned km though.
Then they flashed the REST OF THE NAMES...
Err the rest who got 270 and above?
Firstly Ren Zhi (6D), 275.
Khiu Yi Wen (6B) 273.
Felecia Tay (6C) 271.
Then me (6D). 270. ^^ Not bad lah.
Yay 6D owns (really our class most people name kena projector screen including the 260+ people).
Others from my class owned too, Carrissa 266, Jia Ling 263, Xi Mei 262.
And I'm happy for my "sister" Joy (6B) who got 266!!! I LOVE YOU GIRL, WE ARE SERIOUSLY MORE SIMILAR THAN EVER!! Now SAME high school and JC! Ohmygosh!
Lol ok anyway my reaction to my name was very funny.. Or according to Chong Ee who too smsed me to Gratz me.
I couldn't believe my name was up there, really I couldn't. From the end of the PSLE till then I expected 230... 230... 230, till I was STUCK thinking about it, such that if I really got 230 my feelings would be numb. Cuz I was already so prepared for it. 230. I can just look at the results slip and say, "Oh 230. Expected."
Seriously I was emoing to terpendek hanrui junyang those few the previous night. Or maybe many other nights too, esp to that shorty terpendek. And Jian maybe?
Maybe I really emo-ed too much. An sms terpendek sent me that morning was, "Just don't cut your wrists if you get sucky results." or somewhere along that line.
I would NEVER emo over my PSLE results or talk much about it with a P6. I don't know why, but I would NEVER do that.
And quite a few NY girls were like wishing me good luck the previous night. Yunxin, Jasmine, etc. (:
However I think King Pinetree's luck worked the most. Err I don't know why but I got alot of faith in Pinetree's luck. LOL.
Shit maybe I'm dumb enough to believe he's really king. O.O
Oh yah oh yah anyway on the car on the way to school the song playing was "The Great Escape" by Boys Love Girls.
The chorus was,
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
I made sure the lyrics got stamped into my head real hard. THROW IT AWAY, FORGET YESTERDAY...
~~~TAKE YOUR PSLE RESULTS AND FORGET, SIM YAN YING!!~~~ (er that was last time, now I dun wanna forget)
~~~WATCH THE RESULTS BURN, LET IT DIE!!~~~ (er that was last time too ^^)
Ok back to the erm. Projector screen.
When I saw my name I couldn't believe my eyes.. Was it really me...?!
270 is like... !??!?! How the heck do you explain that...
Anyway my reaction was seriously funny. I was told I was like gasping for breath and I'm not kidding when I say tears of relief/happiness sprang to my eyes. I was like, wanting to scream but I couldn't, couldn't even speak. When I finally tried to I choked on my phlegm and then I seriously got really nauseous, until like gonna vomit like that.
Then I looked at mummy and she was on cloud nine too. (:
Then I reached into my pocket and felt for my phone. However I didn't call anyone yet, I was still staring at the projector screen in shock, even when it moved on to the next slide, the 260+, which was once FARFARFAR from my dreams.
My name was flashed on the projector screen/mentioned by Mrs. Tan like 3 times? 1st for my PSLE score, 2nd for successful DSA (which did help by making me not kill myself during the PSLE days), 3rd for the scholarship.
The people around me were...Odelia, Samuel and dunnowho. They were like, "Happy already right...Wah lau so high!!"
I turned around to face Ms. Dorcas Lee and she was like, "HAH! See lah! Don't want come lah! Want dota lah!"
LOL I was like laughing madly. Too happy. Too elated.
And then the screen finish I started calling already - although my mum did it first. Didn't call my relatives or cousins cuz I know my mum did the job already. She told me Yi Chun smsed her first then Shun Xiang called or something. LOL the HCI cousins care most teehee. Scared I win them probably. Which I did but they were happy for me. ^^
Firstly I called terpendek who didn't pick up cuz he was in his mum's room or something. So I called YUNXIN MY FAVOURITE FUTURE-SENIOR!!! (: She was damn happy for me btw. (:
Called terpendek's house this time which he answered. And AS I EXPECTED, the first thing he said when I told him of my 270 was, "**** you lah."
Seriously I already predicted that lah!! Then he went like, "Seriously you bitch (ok no worries we call each other that) still say you get what 230!!"
"...And what the hell lah, the past few weeks you were like emoing over NOTHING..."
"...See lah now I emo liao I want cut wrist cuz you win me..." Then I was laughing madly again.
The previous night the mass convo we were also talking about. Er. Get a car then all go inside then put dunno what exhaust fumes then explode ROFL.
After terpendek was...Shuin Jian?
Since he was there for me during my PSLE days. Thank you daddy. Teehee. (:
Anyway his bro Shuin Hern got like..271 + 3. Mine's +2 since my Chinese has always sucked and will continue to do so.
I find that I'm very, very lucky... Shuin Hern was like breezing through the papers, saying all very easy. And I did expect him to get this type of results, but I never expected myself to do this well, and overall losing him by just a mere one mark!
Oh and congratz to Mark's sister too, which will be my future schoolmate! She got 269+3, pretty similar to mine! (:
The next convo I had was with Wan Ting I think. Who told Wei Sheng cuz Wei Sheng gratz me the first thing I signed on MSN.
After WT Sean called me. (: He must be really happy for me too cause he told my results to Brian and Jeff I think.
Called a few others, especially my tutors like Mdm Chua, Mr Ho.. Xuewei, Shimin, NGP, Pinetree, penguin...Err none P6s obviously. I don't even dare to ask for any P6's result.
OH WAIT GOT ONE P6. EDA LIM QIAO YAN.
Found out that she's like the TOP SCORER OF SOUTH VIEW PRIMARY after I called her...And she scored like a 283!! =O
She's my kindergarten friend and that class picture in kindergarten is like within my view right now.
She says she's going RGS. Err ok. ._. I have nothing to say haha. Anyway she is more suitable for RGS than Nanyang. (:
But Nanyang is better. (: OF COURSE THAT'S NO DENYING LAH.
And speaking of tuition, since I attended like err, 8 different tuitions in my P6 level...I have to like "da guang gao" for some centres. Like Just Education and the Linda Sani one. I don't mind teehee. (:
Obviously people called as well, including the Chan Jing Yi (last year's top 271 scorer in my school who went to nanyang) who also called on the day of my DSA results release date. I'm not that close to her however. ._. BUT STILL WHO CARES SHE'S A NANYANG GIRL!! (:
Err and of course my relatives also bo dian hua.. People from err, all walks of life smsed/msned/called me lol for my results. Including my ex-teachers or ex-tutors or whatever.
I guess the "DON'TTALKTOME" doesn't really help anyway. -.-
Luckily I scored err, satisfactory results.
GE PI LAH! That's WAYWAYWAYWAYWAY BEYOND satisfactory.
Anyway a small part of me expected 268. A very small part of me did. Because I had this dream a few days before the PSLE days I think...Which was "268" and it kind of got stuck with me.
And a big part of me thought "268" was worse than impossible. But guess what.. I attained like 2 marks higher...
Ok comeon I shall stop haolianing and continue my entry...
So err, go home..Then err, skip lunch (totally) and went up to my computer... First thing log on MSN.. Haha so obvious..
Then dota.. Did I? Kind of forgotten.
IDC. =)
Err then my mum had to drag me to the spine thingy. -.- Ok lol.
That's about all for the day.
I saw some people crying of course.. Avoided them because I've always sucked at comforting people and I have a feeling that my presence won't be welcomed anyway.
While mingling about in the hall, I said, "CONGRATZ!" with a SUPER big smile when I see a friend smiling away. Even though I don't know their results, but 22nd is a day where facial expression is as clear as black and white.
All I can say to those who didn't do as good as expected:
I know how you feel. Or close to it, since the past few weeks it's like I've already scored a 230.. Or rather it felt like it.
No point crying over spilt milk anyway. Of course you're sad but it's over. You have to pull yourself back together, get ready for O levels, for A levels and many future major exams yet to come.
Because this is just the beginning. And you should not be defeated that easily.
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Anyway today went to watch movie. Enchanted. (:
Err it was quite funny. Being such a spoilt bitch over that purple evening gown Giselle wore. It's damn nice teehee.
Someone steal that credit card and get it for me!! ^^
Met Joy and her mum at the fifth floor at around 2+. They were watching the same show teehee! Then I hugged her (as usual) then the guys were like o.O.
Also met Xi Mei at Popular after the movie. She was introduced as "my lesbian partner" ROFL. And I bullied terpendek in front of her. (:
Anyway it felt like terpendek was my age. Haha because he so short then so err.
Err. Shan't say. (: Later he dig his long (seriously LONNNGGG) nails into my palm again.
He just told me my nail-marks are still left on his arms. Quite obvious somemore.
Siao lah.
I remember that time I pinch/scratch Odelia and YYK then their skin come out lol. Err that time we were actually playing a game lol.
Damn funny I was like rushing my Just English homework at Lot 1.
But relax, it's Sim Yan Ying the Wonder Woman here.
By 6pm everything was purr-fect. (: