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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol. She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for. She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism. She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship. Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours. Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all. “Forevers” are bullshit as of now. The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too. She is always torn between two. But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.Tag
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Thursday, September 06, 2007, 11:59 AM
Sad.
It's pretty abnormal, considering the fact that it's my birthday and also the day I cried most in my entire life, except maybe when I was a baby.Since 5pm until now I have been crying. Yes, all the way, even during tuition, except during the period of time when I talked to Shao Jun on the phone (fyi SB said calling him will help and whenever I'm unhappy I do because both SB and I agree that just his voice makes us laugh). My best friends always have a way to cheer me up.
Always.
So much that I wouldn't dare imagine life without them.
And I'm so afraid my worst nightmare is coming true.
Yeah, on Monday onwards I'm going to..Try and talk to the girls and have fun with them.
Like I can.
But I shall try. I will try.
Since it makes my parents happy that way, I shall try to be a totally feminine girl who only mixes with girls, even if it means wiping the smile off my face.
Even if it means I'm not happy anymore.
Because it is a fact that they always make me happy. And that I get bored by whatever the subject girls talk about.
Like Wu Zun. Who in the @#$%^&*( is that?!!?!?!
Yeah, and when I say I dunno, this group of girls give me this "WHO ARE YOU?! ALIEN?!" look just cause I dunno some "shuai" superstar. IF I say he is ugly this second, the next you will see me being bashed up.
Oh, haha. Forget it. FEMININE, NORMAL girls who are ideal daughters like Kar Mun don't know how to bash people up.
So the next second you'll see me being "hit" by millions of girls and I'm still smiling and holding up a trophy because I don't feel anything.
The next group is the "all study and no play" group.
You can totally forget it.
TOTALLY.
100%.
My acad is _ (fill in the blanks), but I play much more than I study.
And DAMN, I hate it when CKM asks me for my results.
I HATE IT LIKE CRAZY OKAY.
SJ too. While on the phone just now, he was saying that he doesn't like it when CKM keeps asking him what question I get wrong, how much I get, if my marks win her.
ME. NOT SHAO JUN.
What is she trying to do?!!?!?!?!!?! She knows PERFECTLY WELL it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to be a PERFECT girl like her.
Oh yeah, SJ's such a great friend. He was trying to pick girls whom I can interact well with. Interact as well as with the 4 of them + ASB.
So he's trying to help me lar.
Too bad girls don't play basketball.
Too bad, so now I can't play basketball already because I'm not allowed to play with the guys.
I shoulda been born a guy.
Sigh~
Nanyang GIRLS High.
I shall resort my social life to loneliness and "miserability".
That is, if I don't learn to live with girls.
I hope there will be more girls like Siew Boon and Odelia in Nanyang.
Repeated : ASB is my bestest friend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD! Guys or Girls, she is my bestest friend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!
Odelia's the next girl...But apart from Chinese class I don't really talk to her already because Miss Lin changed seats in English class.
But she's a very very nice girl. I like her. But I like ASB and the guys more!
The third group is the flirters/act-hotters/act-cuters...
FYI no one in our class is HOT (besides we're still 12 and I do know people who think they are hot at 12), and no one in our class is cute except for my mei, Yan Ting. Haha her innocence and mentality that the world is in black and white makes me smile.
And cute and hot people don't call themselves that.
I cannot stand acts.
The fourth group is the immatures...
Obviously some people haven't grown up yet. But they will. =)
Anyone cares to give me lessons on "How to be a girl?"
And like, can you believe that my mum's encouraging me to invite more girls to my house to have fun after PSLE? (when other people's mums will be discouraging that of course)
NVM. Since I won't be able to make up my mind, I shall call up either SJ or JF or Gerald to help me decide which girl I should invite.
Meaning that I'm obviously closer with the guys lar. And they are obviously closer to me than any other girl.
See autograph book. DUHH~
Hmm, but must obviously let Siew Boon proof-read my list of girls. But she confirm can one la. Since she's so nice to every girl. =)
HARHAR. If the girls come I shall force them to play BASKETBALL!
Since I can't play with the guys I shall make sure the girls play BASKETBALL!
Even if it means sending them home crying! AHAHAHA.
I'm so mean. AHAHAHA.
I love Basketball like crazy! =) I love shooting hoops like crazy! And bouncing and snatching ball ahahahaa. NO ONE can change that fact okay. You persuade me 1 million times, but I won't change that fact. I won't change whatever I like because of someone.
And dance, dun need to say la..I love dance 1% more than bball. Dancing is my life.
Ever since the day I was born.
=)
But I've slightly given up hope of course. My spine sux.
And having your spine straight in basketball isn't a requirement.
Oh yeshh, opened my birthday presents just now.
My favorite was of course the NIKE SHIRT!
NIKENIKENIKE!
SPORTS shirt you geddit?!
My no.1 fan aka 三姨(san yi) is pro in picking gifts man.
Second favorite was - ahem - something more feminine.
Earrings. =)
Given by 大姨(da yi).
I'll most probably wear them on graduation night.
Oh one thing I'm feminine - I do care about how I look, obviously. Men do that too don't they? Ohh maybe that's not so feminine after all.
But I do wear skirts. They rockk.
Esp that Army skirt! =)
Niteynite. I gotta go sleep. Blog about birthday tomorrow. =)
Oh yah, I just searched for Wu Zun photos (first step to being a normal girl) to see if he's as shuai as all the girls say he is.
Eeewww no! He looks like GIRL!
Those FEMININE EYES!
I'm freaked out man.
My hair's standing. SO CREEPY, those eyes.
I've decided that after PSLE I'm so gonna learn photoshopping skills and photoshop him with long hair, handbag, high-heeled, eye-shadow, blusher, dangling earrings, mini-skirt...
AHAHA. It would be so AWESOME.
1.55AM. oops.