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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.
Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol. She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for. She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism. She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship. Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours. Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all. “Forevers” are bullshit as of now. The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too. She is always torn between two. But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.Tag
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Sunday, August 26, 2007, 9:32 PM
Sighh...
@#$%^&*My hard disk crashed.
CRASHED.
Documents - GONE.
Documents from as long as 6 years ago.
Sighh, can't smile.
My darling is dead.
Among all the non-living things, my computer means most to me.
Someone do CPR for my baby.
*Cries*
Hiias.
Go to hell YSQ. SJ was telling joke to cheer me up just now and then you force him put down the phone.
Retard.
Went kinda like:
Me: Hello SJ ah, an wei wo yi xia.
Him: Zuo mo leh?
Me: My hard disk crashed. CRASHED.
Him: *silent for 1 second* Oh my god!
Me: *sigh*
Him: THE COMPUTER THAT ONE LEHH!! THE HARD DISK!! YOU KNOW WHAT IS HARD DISK OR NOT?!
Me: tsk. Of course I know lah.
Him: OH MY GOD! THEN ALL YOUR DOCUMENTS GONE ALREADY YOU KNOW!! ALL GONE!!
And then resumed normal conversation. Without my usual hyperness of course.
SJ sounded really funny when he was shocked. But I couldn't bring myself to crack a smile.
Hiias, nvm, seeing the boys tomorrow will naturally make me smile. Hope they'll be cracking stupid out-of-the-world jokes as usual.
Sigh, tomorrow.
Wanna be able to concentrate on my Science prelim. Prelim has been going so smoothly already...I mean, Chinese also went okay. Really don't wanna be thinking of it tomorrow and let it affect my results.
I'm talking like the world's crashing down man.
Well it IS.
There hasn't been a day passed when I don't switch on my computer (unless camp or inevitable stuff like that) and when I don't listen to "Wo Ke Yi" on my computer since May 11th - when I was introduced to that brilliant song.
*cries*
I really hope to pass the DSA. I mean, at least that will make me jump on my bed like when I was five...
Okay let's draw a line to this topic.
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Today is my beloved cousin's, Wei Ying, birthday.
At age 3 today, she's the smallest among us cousins, and that's why we most teng ta one. First thing I reached there after Science tuition was to carry her.
She's super pretty and cute one. I not say say only okay. When my computer has a new hard disk (see we're lead to this topic again) I will scan the pictures she took in the studio onto my comp and load it up here. And also those we took today.
For the entire weekend I didn't study much for Science. Because I slept early, like 11+ sleep already. Then afternoon was like reserved for tuition and Saturday night I watched Campus.
Nvm, I shall go mug like crazy and burn midnight oil later. =/
And because er jiu has been waiting for like 15 years for this daughter, she means the world to him and he can't stop talking about her birthday. "Got SPECIAL thing you know...SPECIAL one.."
LOL it turned out to be Shark's Fin plus Abalone plus the big big Bugs Bunny cake.
He seemed more happy than Wei Ying. Haha..
What I did there was...Study a little bit on Science...Chat with my cousins (the older ones of course. -.-)...
OH YES.
Campus Superstar.
I was glad to hear all my aunts and cousins don't like Shawn as well. We all find him talentless and not cute lor. I feel like slapping him across his qian bian face when he won.
Such a disgrace to Singapore. Just compare Zhiyang to Shawn. Zhiyang is, I'm serious, 10 times better.
I was considering of joining next year (50%, now 0%), but then when Shawn was announced the winner I gave up my hope already.
Because, SERIOUSLY, I so DO NOT want to sing with the dwarf a duet if I am nu guan jun.
If it was Ben I would still consider. 50% is because I really don't wanna give up my private life. And have spammers to my blog from all over the world with "You suck, untalented bitch" or "OMG!! You were FANTASTIC, I love you!!" And flash my house to the entire island.
Because, if you become famous, it's not like a vacation where you get to enjoy your popularity and fame, then when you've gotten enough of it, you want back your quiet and peaceful life.
I've seem to have taken that consideration in mind, unlike other wannabes.
Anyway, like what Jia Ling and Siew Boon said, from the start this is all for Mediacorp to earn money, so neither of us three voted. I've never voted in this kind of thing.
Anyway CSS is useless lah. All you get is just TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS only and your good/bad reputation island wide. No contract with Mediacorp, etc, and you're practically wasting your time because you can't concentrate on your studies.
And everyone knows studying is the most important thing in Singapore.
But still..
If you really like to sing, you won't care..
I won't care..
Maybe.
If next year's campus is more suai and well-built or something, I might consider joining for fun in sec 2 or 3, if work isn't too busy. I mean, studies come first...Doesn't it?
Haha I've been talking about it so much that like more than a dozen of my friends know I'm in for it. Then they said, "Surely will vote like siao one la!!!" Practically every Chinese lesson, Odelia, Carrissa, Siew Boon, Yoke Kay, were saying that. Because the topic was so dragged in by me. And for a few months me and Siew Boon were singing every Chinese lesson without fail. I mean, softly, we won't dare to disrupt that @#$%^&*(. About twice we sang CONTINUOUSLY for an hour.
And er jiu today said, "Gei wo yi qian kuai, wo zuo zai dian hua pang bian yi zhi da." which means, "Give me $1000, I sit by the phone and call non-stop."
ROFL. San yi (my most trendy aunt) seems most supportive one. Keep saying I got X-factor and the look, whatsoever. She seemed to think that I was 100% serious about all these.
50% lah.
Anyway my singing can't make it. Therefore I've persuaded mummy to enrol me in singing lessons after PSLE. (Serious) AND, BASKETBALL! See, I'm such a spoilt brat.
But of course got terms and conditions - Sit straight, do some dumb spinal exercise...
Man, I hope my bones can mature soon and I can stop all this @#$%^&*(. It's getting on my nerves.
So DON'T anyone dare say that they want to be me.
Oh, and, I wanted to tu xie when Shawn and Teressa sang yesterday. It was HORRIBLE. What went into my mind was exactly like what went into the judges' mind - little brother and elder sister. "Jie jie, wo ke yi chi han bao bao mah?" aka "Sister, can I eat hamburger?".
WAH LAU LA, THEY SANG SOMETHING ABOUT MARRIAGE ONE.
"Jin tian wo yao jia gei ni"/"I want to marry you today", something liddat.
It was fun, though, kept me laughing like crazy. And also to see him embarrass himself on national TV.
Last year's winners was so much better. Zhiyang and Teressa, shuai ge and mei nu. Keely was fine, but SHAWN... Excuse me while I go to the toilet and vomit.
Not shun yan at all. SHAWN. Please lorr!
Actual people who really listens to the quality of the voice and the ability to sing supports the other guy. Those who only see CUTE nia, support the dwarf.
I was like SMS-ing Chuah Jia Ying and Tham Kah Loon (he might be 1st in school but he's damn 'in' one..opposite of Kar Mun) as we share the same view - Shawn, thumbs down.
They both are like..Chinese pop song king and queen.
Too bad Siew Boon, Jing Feng, Gerald and Alex support Shawn. They kao appearance one mah. But where got cute lah?! Even Jia Ling's brother said, "Is this is a singing competition for kindergarteners?"
Siew Boon's a used-to-be Guohao fan. GUOHAO?!?!! WTF?!??!! CUTE?!??!?!?!! I can't believe ODELIA and CARRISSA also agree with her, READILY. When I grow up I seriously need not snatch with anyone already.
I'm in for Zijie, actually, and his man ge is so super great. Pity his kuai ge sux.
From everywhere I've read, they say Ben's a really kind and polite guy. Keely's interview on newspaper, Zijie's blog, etc, so alot of campus superstarers really hope for him to win. And yippee! Lee Chen Ah Yi says he's the first batch of Soka P6 graduates. Yep, he's a buddhist too. Dunno if now, but last time definitely yes.
And lol, I told my mum, "Few years later is not RGS or Loyang or whatever principal there...Is NANYANG principal already..." Get what I mean? But that would be tough. Firstly, I have to get to Nanyang and secondly, I have to be totally awesome to get into top 4.
Speaking about RGS, I feel that that girl has really got the Diva superstar look. I mean, not her usual hair, but when she tied it up in one ponytail like for her kuai ge yesterday. I was totally awestruck.
Still, I don't like RGS. For no reason, like why I'm crazy about Nanyang.
My future's pointed to ONE SIDE only.
Okay maybe got one narrow gap to RV.
Okay I'm done with my superstar crap.
After WY's birthday celeb, I went to Lot 1 with my xiao jiu mu and P3 cousin to shop for the boys' birthday presents.
Boys = Gerald (28th), Jing Feng (5th sept), Alex (1st Oct).
It was damn HARRRRRDD can. Gerald's was easy because he is now using a ziplock for his pencilcase.
Heaved a sigh of relief when I finally decided on Jing Feng and Alex's.
BOYS!
I might be mixing around with them more than girls (I think I'm born the wrong gender, and so naturally they treat me like their mei mei and call other girls who bother them "extras". E.g, Alex said to Tricia, "Ni hen extra leh!"), but I really don't know what they want!!!
But after my cousin gave me an idea... =D THANKS YU XIANG!
And here I also wanna say a BIGGG apology to Shao Jun.
I'M SO SORRY SHAO JUN!!
I really can't believe I forgotten his birthday YET AGAIN. OMG. I was so damn guilty lah.
March 18th, March 18th, March 18th. Okay it's now vividly etched in my mind. He was like, "sigh..." when I said it was February 17th.
But nevermind, who ask him say I fat. Then say I weak. Then say I ugly (ooh, contradiction! blind! so many guys say I chio! jkjk!!) Go and die, asshole! I'm just 1kg heavier than you after all!Okay done.
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Now I have something really coincidental to xuan bu.
OMG!
I saw my KINDERGARTEN friend today at Just Science. She went for replacement class!
OMG IT HAS BEEN SIX YEARS SINCE I LAST SAW HER!
I have this really special thing of remembering people very easily.
My first glance at her was, "She looks like Eda!" Weird how that name and that person pops into my head when it has been 6 years since I last gave thought about her.
Then teacher was like calling her name "EDA" because she drew smiley faces on her signature. LOL! I mean, in Just English all of us wrote our names and drew a smiley face next to it.
I was, "OMG! EDA!"
I decided I wanted to do something and so I wrote a note and passed to her. My friend Angela was sitting between me and her, so she became my messenger. We wrote notes until it took up two pages of my A4 paper.
And I found out that she's also in South View Primary, same as Madeline and Zheng Yong.
And more fascinating, a few months ago I actually "saw" her. I mean, I went back to Palm Gardens (she lives there) to swim and my mum was like talking to her mum while I was swimming and she was doing homework, and when I came out of water she was down the pool already.
I was O.O when she asked today, "You live in Pavilion right?"
"HOW DO YOU KNOW?!"
Then she told me about the swimming stuff. I mean, I didn't even get a close look on her face.
And even MORE fascinating, she went for the RGS INTERVIEW.
I mean, with her mini-skirts and all she didn't seem so. But guess I was wrong. Haha. Trendy people can also be smart.
Hiias. OMG 31st August = doomsday.
Oh my ~~
Hah, and thanks didi! For letting me use the comp when my *ahem**ahem* ( i dun wish to talk about it). If you were me, I wouldn't have let you use mine!
But okay, I shall change my mind already!
MAN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Good luck to that gifted thing you did yesterday...
...And good luck to my Science prelims tomorrow.