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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Monday, August 06, 2007, 11:25 PM
Lots & Lots (3)

Hmm..Friday..
Oh yeah, IMMUNISATIONS!

XDXDXD

Love immuns. I'm weird, yah.
A few people cried..
Low pain threshold bah.
I didn't feel any pain, though. Really, NOT A SINGLE.
Painkiller really works I suppose.

Anyway, we had to skip idiotic CHINESE LESSON for Immuns! Yay I was so darn happy.
Oh, the Chinese teacher is retarded. Siao gila one, I cross legs also cannot! WTH lar! Say what, "bu wen ya!" *Rolls eyes* You want to insult my family and friends is it? Everyone cross legs, except you, freaking retard.
Oh actually she does too. We cross legs while in pinafore right, she wear those EXTRA-TIGHT MINI-DRESS and cross her legs during assembly, and her mei tui (sif lar, *vomits*) was totally exposed. Half the class was looking and laughing can, while she was flirting with a male teacher.

Well the boys got the jabs first...And I calmed Siew Boon down by singing outside with her. Most of the girls were pretty scared, except for those like me, Odelia...
Odelia dun need say. She's damn fit one. XD
There was a long queue when I got in..I saw the other girls (there were three, AYT, SYT, CKM) cry, but I wasn't terrified or whatever. Since Siew Boon told me not pain at all. Siew Boon not pain I sure not pain de. XD
Oh got one guy also, Daniel.
Anyway I can't believe CKM cried! I'm so evil..Kekekeke...But she looks really funny when she cries. The corners of her mouths are seriously turned down.
Also, I sang Ricky Martin/William Hung's "She Bangs" for the girls to make the terror and nervousness evaporate. My turn for 1st jab, MMR, the not very painful one..Anticipated the feeling of the needle..Well I wanted to watch it sink into my "delicate flesh" and it was DAMN COOL!

I was saying, "Wow, nice..." while watching it. There was a feeling, but wasn't pain. Is the needle even sharp?
Then the nurse said, "Shiok right?"
I replied, "Yeah, damn shiok lor!"

The second one they said was VERY PAINFUL. Huh I was slightly afraid. I wanted to watch the needle, but the nurse din allow me to. "Look in front." The two drops of painkiller tasted okay...Not sewage water like they said..

I was too busy faking, "I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die!" I didn't even feel the needle...And before I could finish my sentence it was out and I was done.
Uh..okay. Weird thing was I didn't even have the slight feeling of numbness.

Back in class..Dunno who teased me or something. I think it was SJ. He said I cry and whatevurr. Aiyah, dream on, boy. ME?! CRY?! JAB?! Wait long long. So I hunted him down (chased him) and hit him reeeeally hard. Ohh I'm so damn used to this already.

Oh yes, I can tell you 6D really cares for one another. Really! YT was crying and practically half the class, got naughty boys even, were crowding around her, willing her not to cry and stuff. Me and Alex were making pig-faces.

Wei Xuan and I actually had a chat yesterday, and I realised 6D isn't so bad after all. She said 6B is super-kiasu de, all self-study one. Very selfish one they all, then if like someone dunno a question, no one will bother to help. Also, they don't encourage each other.

6D = Most of us actually learn from each other, we teach each other, we encourage each other. Just that not in front of Miss Lin, just that she don't know.

Although, yes, I can feel everyone's starting to slack. I'm getting pretty worried for myself too.
Worried as I find myself thinking "RV is not bad too. At least its a mixed-school."
And then to me its like 260 is pretty impossible.

Back to Fri. Well since I felt nothing, unlike most of the others, duo duo shao shao got abit pain..YT was crying to miserably that I helped her carry her bag.
I can tell she really appreciated it. She said thanks on MSN and I felt awesome. XD

Played basketball after school...
See, see, see. Slack.
But I promise from today onwards 7th August I will put basketball at the backseat until end of PSLE. Miss Lin just gave us another lecture today. Suddenly motivated all over. Again. But it'll be lost tomorrow, I'm pretty sure. =(

So..Yeah probably tomorrow won't be joining my BGFs.

SIGH~~

Miss Lin's words didn't get inside. And how much I say didn't, too. I just sometimes, about once a day, log in to maple to remind them to study. Then log out again. Sif I even play maple. It's uber boring.
I know they'll regret it. I know.

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Saturday

Ohh what was meaningful was the math tution. Just Math. =))

I feel so big-headed now.
Nonono, I'm kidding because that math problem a few from 6D should be able to solve too.

What problem? Well it went like this.

Mr John gave out a new set of revision papers...We were supposed to complete A and B during the 45 mins of something and the rest bring home do.

Had to look at a particular question. I dun care. I did my Section A and B. That question pretty simple anyway. And then he went on to the next one. I took a glance at it and tried to work it out for like 30 seconds, and when I couldn't I returned to Section A and B.

So anyway, nobody could work it out either, after many attempts, and then the teacher said out of the blue, "Maybe Yan Ying can solve it?" And every single person turned their head to look at me. Uh oh.

I am..Probably slightly above average in that class bah. Haha I rmbed the first lesson I had with Mr John (in another class de)..He asked me for my CA1 marks which was a 95 (I was DAMN depressed then cause my expectations were way high, but now 95 makes me smile already loh!) and then he said, "Cannot always get 100 one..95 good enough already, why still need to tuition? Should work on other subjects..." u.u

Anyway, to the "Maybe Yan Ying can solve it?" question, I went totally red and said, "Um, wait arh..."
Shit lah if I can't solve it I'm embarrassing myself big time.

I took another look at the questions again and then 30 seconds later I got my solution.
Ohh so heng man. Wasn't as hard as I expected.
The answer I got was pretty weird (but sure), actually, so I asked, "Um, got decimal one or not?" The second I opened my mouth heads turned.
"Yes."
"71.5cm." Without hesitation. xD But my heart was palpitating like...
"Correct." Then every single person was probably having the who's-this-math-freak look plastered on their face. Lol no la. I took a look at one of my friend's face. I just made 3 new friends, actually. From Lianhua Pri or smth liddat.

His eyes were lit up and he was looking at me with that unbelievable look. -.- You think I can't do it? Bash you up, kan bian wo. Haha jkjk.
Then Mr John said, "See, I told you she can solve it."
Gosh, I'm flattered. Okay at least I enjoyed my 2 minutes of glory.
Shan't get too big-headed. I shall constantly remind myself I'm stupid.



Next highlight of the day is..
Dinner with Jia Tian and family.
Like, good-bye dinner since she's going to UNIVERSITY OF BEIJING in 31st August on SCHOLARSHIP. Damn smart!! UNIVERSITY OF BEIJING!!!!!!!!!!!


Jia Tian Jiejie (left) me (right). She's cute isn't she! And really smart. NYGH, HCJC. Wushu and piano she's uber pro one...I'm not really close to her (actually now closer than last time already), but she's really my role-model.

Anyway you know what..I'm effing very very pissed off because 1) Just changed seats and I'm so not happy. 2) Shao Jun pissed me off big time. 3) My handphone's sent for upgrading and I'm just halfway through the week of not having it. 4) My maid and mother threw away my P5 NDP bag and they're like so effing happy about it. That bag means alot. GTH. 5) I CAN'T PLAY BASKETBALL TOMORROW.

Hellooooo its National Day Eve and I can't have fun with my friends? I have to sit at home for 5 hours to wait for the Taiwan guests to come? Please loh, the 5hours I'm so not going to study even if you place me at home. I HATE STUDYING IN THE MORNING.

Unless, you gimme basketball, and immediately go home I can 100% concentrate. My friends mean alot to me. Alot, alot, alot, alot, alot, so much that I will die emotionally and mentally without them around.

But no, don't know what's wrong with some parents. Sometimes they're really out of the world.

I wanna curse and swear like effing hell. I want to scream the entire Singapore awake. I don't care. If my brother comes charging into my room now or my mum screaming for me to sit up straight, I don't know what I can do. I'm super pissed off right now, don't you dare touch me, I might just explode anytime.

Oh yes, if THEY allow me to play basketball tomorrow I shall erase the last part of this entry immediately and change it to how much I love my parents. And she can tell me to sit straight all she wants tomorrow.

Screw them for now.

@#$%^&*( la.