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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Friday, July 20, 2007, 1:01 AM
Whatever...

Measured our heights and weights today.
I AM ANGRY.
I AM VERY VERY VERY INFURIATED.
SHAO JUN I HATE YOU FOR BEING TALLER THAN ME! I WAS TALLER THAN YOU LAST YEAR! =((
Shao Jun...
You know I can just.
ZzZzZzzzz all I want to do know is to give you one tight slap.
I am serious.
Although it's not your fault that you're taller than me, you shouldn't have said, "Ai dong gua!" right? At least Jing Feng and Alex were nice enough to say, "Then ni jiao YY ai, then wo suan shen me?!" Haha, cuz they were shorter..

Last year I was TALLER than Shao Jun. I should have insulted his height. This year beginning was really shocking. SJ seemed to have grown alot during the December holidays, and so he was like 1cm taller than me. I was 154cm, and still is. I'll commit suicide if I stop growing now. 154cm..I will faint kayys?!

And TODAY, he was FIVE cm taller. FIVE. FIVE. FIVE! I could not resist the temptation to attack him. So, of course, I did. We were practically fighting and shouting in front of the class outside the P.E room where we took our measurements.

Yeah okay, Im a sore loser and I went hysterical.

I can't wait for PSLE to end. I'm looking forward to computer and shopping and movies and stuff, of course, but not as much as training up my basketball skills and running and bowling,etc. Suddenly I like sports. I'm freaky. I'm influenced by my best friends, actually.

After PSLE I'm going to play basketball like 5 times a week (LIKE, HELLO, NO MORE TUITION, NO MORE WORK, NO MORE STUDYING UNTIL NEXT YEAR).
After PSLE I am going to the stadium 3 times a week.
Okay, if I can ta-han, that is.
ANYWAY I STILL HATE SHAO JUN LAR!
TALLER THAN ME FOR WHAT TALLER THAN ME FOR WHAT!!!!
I'm sad. =((
I have GREAT issues on height. =((

Sigh, I can promise you 100% when I come back to ytps next year, Gerald will be taller than me already. As well as Ethan, and alot of boys who are just a few cms shorter than me and catching up. They seem to be growing at rapid speed right now.
Jing Feng..Maybe 2 3 years bahh. =))

Well Gerald could see that I was sad (I'm sorta crazy, it's just height), so he said, "Aiya, Yan Ying, girls dun nid to be so tall one lar."
I don't care.
Okay at least Graduation Night I will be taller than SJ. Wear high-heels lor.
Ecck better not. What if I wanna play catching. Yeah, right, on grad nite.

Sigh. ~ SYY PLAY MORE BASKETBALL AND GROW TALLER!

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*Wednesday*

Read attentively.
YTPS first public caning in the entire history of the school.
Such, utter disgrace.
The P5s and 6s were told during the morning assembly to report to the hall at 11.45pm, while P2s have to wait for the announcement (obviously they cannot see the caning, or they will freak out and cry).

At around 11.50pm, when everyone finished settling down, Mr Low (vice principal) read out the names and class of four boys, and I only remembered one, the most naughty one, aka, of course, the most popular one. Jun Sheng. Toh Jun Sheng or something.

Excited whispers were going around while he read the names out for the pupils to go to the stage - it was obvious, the table was placed on the stage already, Mdm Kamisa (got some high ranking position), Mr Low and Mrs Tan (principal) were there.
I was like O.O when those boys were walking in that "gangstery" manner to the stage. Like they don't give a damn.
Rumors of this public caning has been going on for about 2 or 3 weeks. Always assembly or something we were on the lookout for the public caning. I had always believed that the rumor wasn't true, until Wednesday.

Mrs Tan announced what they did wrong, of course, and it was very, VERY horrible. They threw lighted match-sticks at a couple on a motorcycle. Murmurs of "crazy" could be heard EVERYWHERE. I was dumbstrucked when I heard of what they did. I mean, if the motorcycle caught fire, hou guo bu kan she xiang. And if the motorcyle blew up and the couple got burnt, those kids could be labelled a murderer for life.
Besides that, they also played with fire and matchsticks in the school washroom.
Hopeless. Maybe.

The hall was more solemn than ever. It was so silent you could hear a pin drop. It's totally ya que wu sheng.
Mr Low had to put a book and a yellow cloth behind their shirts so as to protect their backbone (fine, fine, I know my problem) in case Mrs Tan aims wrongly. I didn't know you have to aim. I thought just PIAK!
I didn't dare see, didn't dare hear at first. I was covering my ears and shutting my eyes, and my heart was palpating wildly. Although it's not ME being caned (NEVER, my pride's like number 1? Just kidding), I still feel as if I'm more nervous for them than they are for themselves.

Still I opened my eyes; I didn't want to miss the first stroke of cane. (Each boy gets two) I still left my ears covered, though, it would be so kong bu to hear the cane sound - I haven't heard that for years, and anyway caning me wouldn't help at all.
The 2nd one onwards I let myself listen, but my hands were still near my ears.

This Jun Sheng is really...I don't know what to say about him.
When he was caned, he like purposely act-act SOOOO pain and gave that dramatic action and facial expression. OMG still not scared. I understand that public caning is all about the humiliation, and that the pain doesn't count that much, but nothing seems to work for him.
I didn't watch, but I'm quite sure the four walked proudly back to their class.

I was seriously horrified by everything and it felt like a movie. You know, Xiao Hai Bu Ben 2.

Anyway, as it was a Wednesday, there was supplementary for every P6 class at 2. People said that the boys showed their friends the cane marks on their um-hm. O.O Crazy or what?! Still so proud of it man...

Well, SJ and a few of the boys went to basketball court to play. Me, Gerald and JF, plus Geng You stayed at the shelter to watch them as it was drizzling. Of course we wanted to play too, but we know that Miss Lin will ask, "Who were playing in the rain just now?", so we didn't.

Jun Sheng was at the court. Apparently he wasn't affected by the caning AT ALL because he was playing like anything, and his first two buttons were UNBUTTONED (while for usual people like me, one) and then he was tucking out his shirt and..You know those kind.
Siao lar, he was still laughing away and pushing that trolley which is used to put goods (without anything then, of course). *Shakes head*

Recently I've been interested in psychological stuff. Yeah, just a new interest I've picked up. If I have the time after PSLE, I should actually analyze bad kids. Is there another reason for committing such atrocious things, besides their playfulness? Is there a way to change them from incorrigible to good? Will there be hope for them? Is their future already predicted?
This sounds interesting.

Oh, anyway, people says that JS smokes. His father always offer him cigarettes and they would puff together. What I have to say is go and read your Health Education textbook.