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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 9:00 AM
Results

Okay.
Results are back.
Not satisfied. But still, no use crying over spilt milk. All I can do now is work harder for my prelims, and more importantly, PSLE.
For what make yourself so upset over results. Not the end of the world. I mean, you must put in 100% effort although no one's gonna look at PRIMARY SIX SA1 20 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD. And anyone can motivate me to study harder..Seem to lose it alrr...Someone please help me make studying a hobby.
Okiies.

English-
Harrrddd...
Ugh. Nothing much.
Plain HARRRRDDDDD...I didn't know Mdm Kamisa could be so mean.
Haven't got back /100 yet. /95 is...Haha, 73 niaa.
Kar Mun got an 83, I suppose? I dun really seem to care. I don't know why. Neither does Xi Mei when she got lower than me. But we both know we still have to work very very extremely harrd.
Siew Boon got like 77 and YYK got like 75. Both win miie. OMG.
I don't feel disappointed.
I do not know why.

Paper 2 - 73/95
Overall marks - Dunno yett.



Math-
Firstly, I DID NOT CRY.
Urgh.
Difficult / Hard.
Whatever.
Just not that easy.
I deproved, yet again...I almost didn't get A*. That is so frigging close. So damn frigging close.
Yet, I'm not disappointed. Not disappointed. Geddit. I'm quite satisfied. Didn't top classs. Jia Ling did with a 96. Congratulations, but I'm NOT HAPPY with it. It's not that I'm jealous of her. Listen here, I WOULD RATHER CHONG KAR MUN OR CARISSA TING GET 100 MARKS. I'll elaborate why later.

Overall Marks - 92/100 (Yeah, deproved 3 marks...but then those who get A* also low A*...And Miss Lin said there was only a handful.




Chinese-
This might come as a BIGG shock to you, but it's the EASIEST paper among the four main subjects. Sorry if you fainted. I know my Chinese is ALWAYS the worst. Always, always, always.
But you know what? I've found a new method to learn Chinese the fun way. By singing Chinese songs. It's really nice, actually. Now I just realised I'm gradually going over to Chinese songs. Not Chinese songs inclined, but just keeping a balance betweeen Eng and Chi. 98.7FM still rocks.
Well, usually there's words in the lyrics I don't know. Check dict lor...So...yeah. I do enjoy. You know what? I think I sound better singing Chinese than English songs. Just in my opinion, though there's some problem with...My reading of Chinese lyrics.
And it has been experimented over. Shao Jun's bro, Shao Qi (or rather SQ Fei Ji 007, cuz 7th January what), said ever since he started to listen to Chinese songs and sing them, his Chinese started to improve. And he used to be what I used to be - Totally English songs, Chinese definitely out.
I'd do ANYTHING to improve my Chinese.
Okay, Lip-Service.
Where were we? Lost?
Okay.
Results.

Paper 2 - 70.5/90 (I know this sucks, but there's something BETTER)
Overall - 83.5/100.
I. AM. THE. THIRD. IN. CLASS. Carissa Ting (the math/science pro) got highest lorr. 84!!! Just afraid her position get higher than mine.........Followed by Ms. Ang Siew Boon, 83.8. LMAO.
Know what's the shocking thing?
We three ladies' attitude SUX in class.
TOTALLY SUX.
Anyway, also received news...From certain source I can't reveal..That I'm the school's no. 8. I'm not sure if it's true or not...but still...
OMG.
Ecstatic. Which means SB and Carissa got HIGHER than number 8...Which means some of the A-Team members who participated in the Biligual NYGH thingie scored worse than me for Chinese.
OMG.



Science -
Hard. Very, very, EXTREMELY unsure of my answers..
Came as quite a shock/surprise when I got 58/60 for Section A. Odelia also...Miss Lin said Odelia scored highest in Section A, with 58/60, which means...I won't have to say it. =)
Kar Mun, 54...Carrissa...56...
Section B was disappointing though. 28/40 wasn't my ideal target. 86 was never ideal. Carrissa got 85. Anyway, Miss Lin said Kar Mun scored highest for Science...And when I asked KM, she said 85.5...Which means....I won't have to say it. =)
Rejoice, rejoice!
But Science, this subject, this...Frustrating subject....Oh-so-wide subject...
Is the best if you wanna train your law skills.
Argue with teacher for marks lor. As I said, the topic is VERY wide.
Anyway. Kar Mun got an additional 0.5 marks...Carrissa got an additional 1 mark..Me? Nth. So the 3 of us, standing at 86/100.
Oh Kar Mun, oh my god. Why did our SA1 have to be the same as well!?!?!! Just spare me a little of your knowledge, will you? Envy you sooooo much, pride of the class. =) On the other hand, I'm kinda proud of her. Somehow. Cuz I lOOOOOveeee 6D. XD
Was satisfied, but satisfaction level went down when...Joy and Kar En got 88...BENJAMIN TANG (summore Math Olympiad get PLANTINUM) GOT 93.5...

Overall marks - 86/100




HMT -
Wadeva larr. Just bonus. Never even plus 1, 2, 3 marks. HOW UNFAIR!
Should not have taken this up.
Grrrr.
Paper was quite hard.

Paper 2 - 40.5/60
Overall - Dunno...







Miss Lin said this time the paper is PSLE standard. I'M THE FIRST ONE TO DIE.
Slightly more bochap for SA1 than CA1. I have no idea why. I'm getting scared. Scared that I no more motivation to study. Very afraid.
I dunno, after each paper, I'm still wearing this S.M.I.L.E and bouncing about, chatting away happily like an innocent lil girl. That's just who I am, you can't change me.
At least on the surface. And I like being H-A-P-P-Y. That's one of my hobby.
Still, I'm deeper than you think on the inside, and definitely I have my sad moments.
Every human being will have horr. But try to smile and laugh as much as possible. Will live longer life!
Actually I dunno if that's true. Just what I say lorrrr.
Gahhhaahhh.


Oh yeah, I also mentioned that I wanna elaborate that Jia Ling thingie. She or her best friend might be reading this now, but I don't care. We were enemies in P3, I rmb, and not that I want it to begin all over again, but what's her problem this year?!
This year A LOT seemed to have changed. Esp the level of competitiveness.
I prefer last year.
xSobx.
I dunno, all started ytd when I asked her how much she got for her Booklet B. She gave me THAT LOOK and said, "50."
Get this clear - I dun wanna pick a fight with her. "Aiya, Jia Ling, dun be sarcastic larr..." Was what I said.
Then I dunno what's her bloody problem, cuz she said in a VERY SNOBBISH voice, "I'm not being sarcastic. You dunno the meaning of sarcastic arh?" Then rolled her eyes, and then look at me like I'm second-class or smth.
I was "ugh?". What? She wasn't liddat one lor. Also, she scored quite well what, why did she have to hide? No one's going to say she's Hao Lian or whatever. And sometimes when reading her blog posts, I realise it's all very sad and depressing. Maybe she should just change her attitude abit.
And then recess time...Cuz you know Yan Ting's the timid type, she talked me into asking Miss Lin for her MCQ marks. So I did, and unfortunately, Jia Ling was over there, and she said smth like, "Aiya, yan ying, why go and bother about ppl's marks?" etc,etc, and it was very mean can le.
Then dunno for what Jia Ling keep whispering to Ren Zhi and Jia Ying for every little thing, possibly every word she heard me and KM saying, then also stared daggers at me or KM, etc.
What did we do?!
KM told me today that the reason she cried yesterday is because Jia Ling and Ren Zhi said smth very mean, and KM's so nice to even say, "Maybe I was being too sensitive or what lar..."
You know, if there's a close-to-perfect competition, I bet KM would win. She's beautiful, she's smart, she's "athletey"...Not trying to boot-lick or anything, but think about it, and she's very very nice and helpful also.
'Cept for the fact that she thinks loving someone is totally alien. Good, mommy's girl. =)
'Cept for the fact that she laughs at every little thing.
Nevertheless, she's the pride of our class, and though I'm envious of her (who isn't?), I'm still kinda proud of her...CUZ I L00000000VVVVEEEEE 6D MAN!!!!!!
I dunno, but about 7 or 8 girls during recess, at the canteen table, were discussing about Jia Ling and Ren Zhi larr. Dun tell me we should have used the time to study - IT'S RECESS TIME, MIND YOU. And duh, all of us are on KM's side la. Sherry said Jia Ling said, "Dun let Kar Mun collect, cuz she'll be more like comparing the marks lor." to the 6A chinese teacher when he instructed KM to collect the chinese papers. KM kept quiet.

Also, just now Jia Ling said smth to me on MSN.
We don't really talk on MSN - she's always offline?
But then today she went online, and then the thing she went to tell me was,
"Eh, do you know smth? It is rumored that you don't live in a semi-d."
I was staring wide-mouthed, gaping. Not cuz I can't accept the rumor, cuz I can't believe she was so BL to create this BS. No one heard of this rumor lor. Maybe started by YOU. So obvious, the fact that you once in a blue moon come online and then tell me THIS.
So what? Trying to make me sad is it? Making use of my priority? (I dunno the exact word to fit here.)
Tell you something hor, money was, is, and will never be first in my life. I can boast about every single other thing but not money, I dunno why. I'm very conservative on that subject.
And whenever anyone says, "You so rich..." mainly cuz they came to my house before or just spread lar, I try and change the subject as soon as possible one lor. Without any reason, I'm just not comfortable with people calling me RICH.
When, well, normal human beings would enjoy that.

And so I replied, "Dun live dun live lor. I'm not trying to hao lian or show off, so I dun care what people say." I shouldn't have replied at all. If she was sitting in front of the computer screen and thinking about how she can make me upset by typing this shit inside, then I pity her lor...Cause her plan failed larr.

Then she said, "No...It is just that it is rumored. It's not like wad I am trying to do." Quoting IT'S NOT LIKE WHAT I'M TRYING TO DO. How does she know I'm thinking that? Sometimes when you lie, lie smart too.

I replied her with "Who says I live in a semi-d in the first place?" (i offline messaged to her, and admit it, it's a great line, although it's a fact lar) after she said, "I'm just telling you about this rumor. Nothing much." Why must tell me? Got important need for me to know?
You try and spread lor. I don't care. I don't boast about money lar (I have growned up in a very civilised family, and thus I am taught not to boast about what I have and not to waste my time making others unhappy) , so dun use this to rebel against me. I thought you have brians, Miss. Second Position?

There, I acknowledged it.
Happy already?

Oh yeah, one last thing before I retire for the night - Don't try spamming my beloved taggie if you feel insulted by this. I will not hesitate to delete those messages.
And also, I said I always blog about my results, whether good or bad. This time's not very good (okay, mainly cuz effort put in is not enough..but prelims i will work like crazy, i promise), so no one have any excuses to consider me as Hao Lian. Kks?