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She is unpredictable, frequent moodswings. Sometimes she’s nice, and sometimes she’s not.

Her name is Yan Ying. 90% of the world can’t pronounce it properly, simple as it seems. But no one really cares so they just call her YY. She is not fond of people with the same name as her. She turns 14 on 6th September and she loves her birthday cause it is a sex symbol.

She was from Yew Tee Primary and is still proud of her school. She will never forget the class of 6D’07, or the batch of P6’07. She is currently an idiot in Nanyang Girls High and it is a love-hate relationship. She belongs to 202’09 which she, to be honest, doesn’t feel much for.

She is a Theatre Club girl and is more than proud to be one. She especially loves Emo Batch♥, and looks forward to devoting her next 3 years to TCN with much optimism.

She does ballet with more than just passion but she can’t do a center split. She is trying her best and is currently aiming for a far-fetched distinction for Grade6. She loves hiphop just as much though she’s pretty new at it. Her favourite sport is swimming and she occasionally plays basketball as a form of stress-relief. She likes to be tan and loves her swimming tan line. The piano, is yet another love-hate relationship.

Like most teenagers, her hobbies include MSNing, blogging, and youtubing and facebooking. She loves shopping and doing random stuff like gaying people, jumping over railings, walking in the rain, and having completely irregular sleeping hours.

Unlike most teenagers, she thinks that rap music is trash. She also thinks that she is getting old cause she hates the songs the average listens to these days. She can’t explain her love for oldies, country music, ballads, and sentimentals. Nostalgic songs are the best. Her favourite bands are Michael Learns to Rock, The Beatles and Westlife. She loves too many singers to name them all.

“Forevers” are bullshit as of now.

The night speaks to her the way no one else can. Her favourite thing to do is to curl up with a book on a rainy afternoon in her room, where she feels safest in. Her favourite flower is a black rose, but on the contrary, she likes rainbows and hugs too.

She is always torn between two.

But she is determined when she sets her mind on something, so she wants the world to shut up and believe in her. Just watch.

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007, 11:08 PM
Oh dear..

Oh dear...
It's, um, quite impossible to decide your future at 12, right?
It's actually quite possible.
I TOTALLY CAN'T DECIDE IF I'M PUTTING MY FIRST CHOICE AS NANYANG GIRLS HIGH OR SINGAPORE SCHOOL OF THE ARTS!!!
Well, my brain tells me to go to Nanyang Girls High becuz...
1) My parents and my relatives want me to go there...
2) It's the normal way. No change. Study, study and study like everyone else.
3) I do not know if it holds a better future for me...

The SOTA brochure says that it achieves both excellence In The Arts AND ACADEMIC. I wonder if it's true. My little mission now is to check the minimum PSLE aggregate score.
And I wonder if the International Baccalaureate (IB) Diploma will earn me a place to Cambridge University. Although it's not like I would even dream of going there. That place is for the world's smartest ppl.
Maybe Chong Kar Mun?
So I asked Miss Lin, and then she said that it's possible if you're really good in your studies...But then, if you want to go to SOTA, then of course you would continue to another dance school.
Then wouldn't it be a waste of my education?
I think my brain's working quite fine.

On second thought, if I were to go to Nanyang Girls..
Wouldn't it be a waste of my talent?

And my heart tells me to go to SOTA because...
1) I love dancing. I love acting. I love singing. I love the theatre. WHOLEHEARTEDLY. BUT I HATE VISUAL ARTS.
2) The stage is my home.

Now, would you like to make a decision for me?
And I already saw my mother shaking her head just now.
Fine.
In America, you would be strongly encouraged. In Singapore, you'd be kind of "discouraged". Because studying comes first. Am I right?
And wadeva the government says about promoting theatre arts or wadeva...Compare those super smart kids and super talented in arts kids.
The super talented in arts kids would be considered "second level". You understand me? Am I not wrong?